kids at work

(:
one more day to 2009!
team dinner at Jing's place tmr!

till next time>>

march on

Genting the last holiday.

school has started for 2 days already and i'm already crying by the first day.
This is how much i really dislike studying.
Not the people nor the environment. It's just that i always cannot do my work well.
Last minute chionging, terrible time management, lousy quality work produced.
This year seriously isn't my year.
2008 will be a past in 2 days time and i can't wait.
I'm positive about the coming 2009. I'm sure no matter how bad it is, it'll still be better than this year.
Probably i broke the record of crying the most this year.
Like sometimes, i'm not even sure what i'm crying about. No specific reasons.
Just feeling sad.
Especially from October onwards. Life is just so DOWN.
All unhappiness.The only exception is PEPPER.
and needless to say, my family is ALWAYS the exception.

so yes, i'm really positive about the coming year!
although i'm going to be 19 years old, i think it's still better than being 18.
2009. I'm ready to start this year.
The very first thing that i'm looking forward to is the National Canoeing Marathon (:

yups! I'm DETERMINED to get this year started and i'm going to end it well too.

till next time>>

PEPPER IS A PIG!

see, the picture says it all. RAWR!
oh gosh.. 1 more day to school reopening.

and ya,
my laptop disgusts me sometimes.
takes a year to load a page, can't upload my pictures into it which explains why i can only use back my old pictures in my blog.
and after typing a whole stretch of words, it takes a minute to appear. goodness.

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On CHRISTMAS day

BLESSED CHRISTMAS (:

this christmas eve i've decided to stay home.

this year hasn't really been my year so to avoid being upset over things, i've decided to just stay home alone.

and pepper's out having supper with his boss when he suddenly msg me:

pepper: jie. help me to tell mummy that i am going home late. going out with boss.

me: okay.. but too bad i'm your girlfriend and not your jie (:

hahah. silly.

just received a card from Joyce, my long time friend. she never fails to send a card or letter to me by post okay. with a stamp you know. not email. hahah. thank God for such a faithful friend. which reminds me of how failure i am as a friend :/

still, at least i know i always have a friend there for me, anytime (:

Christmas this year might just not be as bad as i think now.

again, have a blessed Christmas everyone!

till next time>>

political facades

Protect yourself with a shield of hate
Search for a means to sedate
Escaping what in fact is real
Worn down I now no longer feel
When apathy is common place
I want to leave the human race

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genting followed by WSC camp.
and finally met pepper for 2 consecutive days (:
yesterday was my family's Christmas party. gathering was pretty good. at least i see that pepper's quite comfortable. it's the missing "last train and getting gastric with knee crap" that screw things abit after the gathering. shan't go into detail (:
today's over at mum's church for Christmas service. Great performance and worship. Surprisingly i'm awake throughout the whole sermon as well.
lunch was great too (:

so i'll be back to land training tmr after suh a long long time.
my poor right knee...
i doubt i'll be able to run till i visit the doctor.
i'm walking like a cripple and everyone on the road is looking at me like as if i'm a real cripple.
so maybe if i visit the sinseh and if he can bandage my knee, i will only look like a plain injured girl :D
BUT still, it's so bad to lose the feeling of being able to run properly. (hopefully not permanently)
how screwed. Running is my hobby ):

a whole week of buzzing all over, i'm getting back to serious work.
tmr will be meetings for SP3! i dono why but i'm excited.
maybe cos i'll be going to bishan library. (no link)

side tracking abit. my left back muscle keeps pounding. I suspect i actually have 2 hearts!
oh gross.

in conclusion, i'm quite happy today (:

bye bye

till next time>>

on and off

just got back from genting and i'll be going for Water Sports club camp in a few hours time. omg. chui. i havent pack my bag yet.

and my eye bags are reaching it's peak. omg.

i can't stop ranting

omg.. i'm tired enough and the stupid hotmail doesn't want to open up my email!
so i've to wait and wait till my brain explodes.
I AM VERY TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!


ARGHHH!

roses are red

Hectic holiday but i like.
Coming monday i'll be over at genting highlands (:
runaway before i get back to all the projects again.

submitted work schedule as well. hopefully i'll stick closely to it and stop making last minute changes when i'm tired.

nothing much now a days but i'm definitely not bored. if only my life can stay like this forever.

okay, nothing much to blog too. bye !

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i finally can rest

no more mugging till 2009 (:

holiday is going to be busy but at least i don't have to attend lectures. Sometimes i really wonder what does holiday mean to me. My holiday is more hectic than my daily school routine. oh well, like again, i don't have to attend lectures and get all hooked up to tea with milk.

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42.195KM

yet another well earned experience. and now i know how important it is to have someone running with you. I know i look pretty relaxed in the 4 pics but i was suffering from serious BUTT abrasion and there's an issue with my :/ mouth.
Finished with the regret of not jogging all the way but with the finisher shirt, i don't really care much about anything else (:

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here's the over dues:

RIVER REGATTA

the camera loves me la (:

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TEAM NYP

all i want to do is train hard with my new partner.
as every change brings us closer to perfection.
we'll get another one for marathon yea? and i'm glad this marathon is only half of what i did on legs (:

last but NOT least,

half of a year <3

and i finally accomplished the task of blogging a long post.
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changi airport

This is when you don't want to think about anything and just sit at one corner of coffee bean to take pictures which you'll never expect your face can actually come up with.

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Collected standard chartered race pack with rainie.
Kind of looking forward to the race. nope, more like the finisher shirt. OMG.
FINISHER of 42.195Km.
I've waited for a year. I'll make sure my sufferings and money for the race worth (:

PEPPER's like emoing beside me now.
wearing his cap.
like a little boy (:


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Polite 2008

a little overdue but still, worth the time to reflect (:

Polite 2008 was indeed the most memorable sprints ever.
the race which i sincerely gave my best smile even though we got 4th and a race which i had to row a K1.
Yet another well-earned experience.
and it's also my wake up call.
No more complacency, no more excuses.
I'll train even harder from today.
For my partner and for team.
No longer looking at the past achievements, no more having regrets.
Just remembering every lesson learnt and finding solutions to it for the future;
TRAIN HARDER.
poly doesn't last forever, gotta make full use of the remaining to achieve what i truely want.
All the way. No more looking back.

and PEP did well. He earned himself 2 medals this time. His hardwork did pay off i must say.
Like how much you wanted it, you got it (:
(will post your SPASTIC picture the next time ;D)

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still stuck in school and since i have this little bit of time, i get to blog but without pictures.
too engaged with every other thing except things that exist in the computer.
meaning: i will take forever to reply emails, take another week before i blog.


oh yes, last thing:
42Km up next. I pray for stronger knees and a greater mind. AMEN.

till next time>>