continue from 31 oct 2006

Everytime when I see it, I will wonder whether it was me. The feeling is quite terrible being indirectly reprimanded. It's dreadfully uncomfortable. I know I'm part of that disappointment. I am disturbed. Shouldn't even have gotten there it just makes my heart pound super fast. I am positive that i'm part of the negative banch. I'm sensitive and am hurt a whole lot.




















I've been torn apart...

31 October 2006

HAPPY HALOWEEN ALL!! BOO BOO BOO! Ha~



had lessons from morning to afternoon. Was quite a day. Having all this continuos lessons can be really exhausting. Had English, Math, then GeoG. By the time geog ended, it RAINED!! It was EXTREMELY cold larh. Dian and I were like shivering like hell then Aisyah, Najmah and Shireen were still strolling in the rain. especially for Aisyah. HAHA..



Now, I'm home blogging and slacking again..






Lit in 1-2 days time!! ARGH!!





















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terrapin and me

Had chinese O today. Wasn't very nice to do. Whatever I studied didn't come out so its like an On-The-Spot thinking thing. But I think its still do-able lah.



I dono what's wrong with my life-time buddy. Its seemed sick or something. It doesn't want to eat. Its behaving kind of wierd this few days. Even with clean water, it takes less than 5 mouth of its food and leave it all to dissolve in the water so recently the water is much dirtier and smellier. I hope I can really make myself take care of him this few days until it recovers. He is with me for approximately 8 years le. Love it lots but just so lazy to clean it. Just wanna take good care of it from today onwards and not regret if anything happens. Lets take a look at who I've been talking about for the past 9 sentences.



HERE IT IS:









Literature paper 1 in 2-3 days time...















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cherx and me are twins!

guess what? I'm chatting with Cherie on msn and we were like smiling to ourselves throughout the conversation. Don't you agree?? hehee. We can just imagine how fun it is to be able to stay in a hut in Sentosa for our cell outing. Its like we haven't even finish our exams and we were all smiles for the upcoming outing. we intend to buy a BIKINI for our beloved mummy and have a wonderful time making fun of Nydia since her birhtday is so near and she is not going to youth camp. we are going to take a cake and smash her.. HAHA. We are going to have a super duper thrilling time with each other. sun tanning by the beach, plaing in the Jurong swimming complex, playing luge. I really wait. AND OH! We realise something about each other. We got telepathy or we are psychic or should we say we are TWINS!! haha. great! I found a long lost twin!! HAHA~ dumb larh. I'm so high till i'm so exhausted. So I think I should end now. My head is bursting.


















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Zephers

Yesterday during service, many thoughts flashed through my mine (cliché expression but thats the only one I can think of). i just thought that I'm not a Godly girl anymore. All that is in my mind now is O lvls, work and the most superior one is cheerleading. I think I've neglected Him for quite a while until recently when we had to study about the book of Matthew and our cell got closer and closer each time we meet. I really hope that I can be like that past whereby I'm such an enthusiastic girl who is always craving to know more about the Lord. I dont want to be someone like the Pastor has mentioned. The kind who are very devoted initially and drifts away as time goes by. I need to cling on tight to Him!!

WE MUST LIVE!!

OMG!! I got the WORST NEWS in my whole life!! HOW can anyone deprive me of my hobby?? They are going to close Zephers DOWN!! I can't beleive that!! I really can't!! yesterday I was watching Bring it on all or nothing and I was once again so for Cheerleading AGAIN!! We were all ( Joce, Jo, Cherx, Dian as well as ME!!) intending to get like cheerlead jacket, new uniform, I thought of having water bottles and maybe even a bag but now its all going into the DRAIN!! We are so determined to make it big this time since we no longer have to worry about all the studies and stuff for the time being during Dec. but WHAT NOW!! It seems like DOOMSDAY!

(:

Personal blog skin is a disaster so i've decided to give it up.



nicely edited by me (:




oh mickey you so fine...




mel~




W.W.J.D

19 oct 2006

update update update.



Yesterday was our graduation day. guess what we did?? We got some prize presentation for graduating classes and getting our report books. I ENJOYED the graduation day tremendously! dont you all agree??



Had our science(phy/chem) practical today. Was shivering throughout. But i must admit that its easier than our prelims. Thank God! Next, we spent almost 3 hours in the library?? then there's english after that. Fortunately, Mrs Azwiza is reasonable enough to let us do only one section of paper one for practise.



There is lesson again tmr. hell boring.







*WWJD*















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thanks jo

JOLENE!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!


specially dedicated to you!! *grins*

4 October 2006

A new life is born!! Congrats to Ms Sherine! Baby Jana is finally taking her first breath of this new world! Suppose that we are going to visit Ms Sherine on Friday (:



Thanks all for the presents and the wishes.. Thanks so so so MUCH. Sorry for those who gave me the presents on monday and so on. I wouldn't be uploading those pictures. Need these precios time to do homework and stuff. Just want to thank:

Jocelyn and Jelly(Evan),
Shi Hua and Carmen,
Hock Bee (buzzing),
Roanna,
and last but not least, Clara.



I'm not really sure why but I felt really emotionless and like what they call it shack after school. Maybe because I'm going to be forced into doing something that I dont wish to do. I really want to Serve but if it is with an unwilling heart, will it still make Him happy?? I felt terrible. Really hope you girls will understand.



need to do my maths homework le if not my ears will be blast off by Mr Raj's VOICE.

















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fun pics

A cat in the bag




Opps it jumped out!

sweet 16

Im 16 today (: Happy sweet 16 to me! Love those presents. Thanks all. Also, those messages which are sent to me at 12+ and those sent when the sun rises. thank you all!



I finally got my BRING IT ON all or nothing. Thanks mum. I think I got too high expectations for this show BUT, I think it didn't turn out as I had expected and I think that Bring It On (movie) is still the BEST (:



I'm still considering if I'm going to youth camp. Shall let God decide for me. Does He want me to serve in youth camp?



Here are some pictures of my gifts. Enjoy~

First present received. From Ms Jiaying aka mummy *grins*


From MUMMY (: (my wish)


From Dear Cherie (3 from wishlist)


From Leonard.


From Keetee and I think also Si Hao.



*I will WAIT and not rush. I will let my Father in Heaven lead my way.




Think thats all for today's birthday chapter gotta go and do my work and mug hard.















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