mad rush

this week is lecture and tutorial week.
i miss practical albeit the scorching sun, drooping goggles, dripping sweat.
it's all about getting notes down and cracking brains to write log entries.
the coolest busy thing i've ever done.
seriously, aside from the theory stuff and exams, i've never regretted joining this course (:


tomorrow is thursday,
thurdays is tomorrow
and it's CUP NOODLES DAY!
mixed vegetable rice everyday can be quite sick so thursdays are specially dedicated cup noodles day.



kays,
aside from CPTC,
i'm meeting benjamincjm tomorrow.
come, cheer for me :D



till next time>>

PA's this weekend.
i'm not sure if my body will listen to my brain.

but i certainly hope so.

i really really really am pressurizing myself to get it.

i MUST MUST MUST GET IT!

*stressed level shoots up*

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I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
I wonder just where you are

attachment is bringing me so far away from you.
PLUS your school, fyp, work, training.
so suffocated when i don't see you around,
no longer have long night chats,
no longer get to msg you that often,
what more to meet you out for the entire day.
all that's done is to cry myself to bed when i miss you bad.
i miss you.

till next time>>

ALTOGETHER

(don't expect much from a 2 megapix mobile on a moving bus)

no photography allowed in jurong island.
but certainly yes in a sentosa bus (:
we were on our way back from CPTC and the sudden craze to create self entertainment in the bus back to jurong mrt. (btw, that pinkish thing in my mouth is not a tumor. it's just bubblegum.)

as you can see, life's not that bad over there.
have been learning a lot of hands on stuff. like for today, using spanner to open up nut & taking out bolt.
like mechanic right? yes, sort of, just cooler ;D
and had a whole week of helmet and goggles. kind of getting use to it already. no doubt it's way better than staying in a room to study.


down with fever 2 days back. Fever's gone but still not all well yet.
haven't been sick for months already and the sudden fever actually caught me off guard. it was when i just had my run that i have that feverish feeling again.
the result of insufficient water plus insufficient rest.
and it's 3 days more to my race.
well, comforting thing is, i'm done with my PFD test today so i can rest early for tonight (:

that's all about it for my weekly blogger entry (:
oh, and one last thing. haven't seen this word "altogether" for so long that i actually thought i spell it wrongly. plus, i can't even spell "porridge". gosh...


oh oh oh... and one last last last thing. i love the training on monday! but my muscles haven't recover even up till today which is 4 days later. boooo...

till next time>>

just the hunger to win

ready yet not.
teammates were encouraging enough to let me feel that i want this bad enough.
win because i hunger for victory, lose because I'm mentally disabled.
never was i a strong girl but i still believe i can do this one day.
and desirably this coming weekend.


till next time>>

random

came across this.

yea, mop the floor.

never fails to take a picture in the train.



okay, very random.
(:

life's like this

I'm currently going through a 6-week Chemical Process Technology Centre (CPTC) attachment. Not working yet, just going through training. Lectures and practicals.

Had my first practical today and it was quite cool although my sweat was dripping and the sun was scorching. After 4 days of lectures in the auditorium, i must say practical was totally enjoyable despite the fact that we had to rush like crazy for the bus due to the delay in our practical. 1 logbook entry for the week and Process flow diagram (PFD) to study. Well, as long as i don't have to confine myself in the pretty comfortable auditorium, i'm totally fine with it. There will be 3 exams during my CPTC and the PFD one will be coming real soon, like REAL soon. Just my weekends and 3 more of the 7am-4pm lessons and i'll have my exam on thurdays. fast or what?

Trips to Jurong Island (JI) can be depressing everyday. But i'm glad to have friends around. Imagine if i have to travel down to JI myself if i ever work there in future. Horrifying to even think about it.

the week just zoom in a flash and CPTC is not that bad afterall especially when i'm going to have a whole week of practical next week :D
weekends are coming and i can finally see kajna 4 again.
i miss rowing so much.


totally hope that tomorrow's training will be good.
one of the best and most torturing one i can ever have before i go for PA race.


Shopaholic, hotels for dogs, mallcops, sniper, 17 again, i can't even remember what else.
i'm totally movie overdue. booooo.


till next time>>

Easter Sunday

we got these adorable veggie tale eggs. I totally sacrificed by having the yoke (cholestrol) and he took the white (protein).

I was over at mum's church for Easter Sunday service. Pepper came along with me (:

it was more than a month that i haven't had worship and they were awesome, along with the performances. The skid about this girl who was separated from God through temptations; satan's doing, was touching. very touching but i caught the rehearsal so i manage to hold back my tears. After service, had lunch with kor's alpha group at expo foodcourt. and darling and i got to know 2 SP canoiets from the alpha group and they're both very tall!

after lunch,

expo john little sale + NUM sale,

bugis to get Pepper's timbuk2. he got it at a damn good price! $119 w bag strap. i got it for $159 w/o bag strap. like unfair larh D:

his home,

Pepper family dinner (:

home.

10th month yesterday,

Aixing's birthday today [HAPPY BIRTHDAY!],

last day of holiday.

tomorrow is the start of...

sleep at latest 11pm, wake up at 6am.

6 weeks of spectacles,

6 weeks of CPTC

6 weeks of jurong Island,

6 weeks of lunch at jurong Island,

6 weeks of Jurong east MRT station,

meeting pepper 3 times a week.

i still hope it will be fun afterall.

till next time>>

went in a flash without realising

i'm dying and i'm losing my temper for no proper reason.
I'm prolly having pms and getting all stressed up over CPTC, trainings, work and the coming PA race.
i must say Pepper has good endurance.
He somehow shook me (not literally though) back into my senses.
and i thank God for that.

NE lecture was quite retarded but the fact that i can sit at the same lecture seats with my friends, it compensates for all the boredom.
the NS video makes me excited to see my guy friends go into army soon.
for the botak reason (:

tomorrow will be another hectic day.
last week before i lose my freedom and i'm still working like a cow.
what's with me?

till next time>>

time management suck.
work non-stop and complain non-stop.
who to blame?
myself, dumb pig.

only if i can row forever

i'm starting to worry about the coming race already.
i know i shouldn't be getting all stressed up but i want to win that badly mann.
haix.
CPTC is coming next monday.
i am suppose to be excited about it cos i couldn't wait for attachment but but but
it must happen like 2 weeks before PA paddle championship.
gosh..
i cannot stop worrying.
haix.

i want to win for myself
i want to be paid for my efforts
i want to do my team and coach proud,
i don't want to be a let down ):
i want this so much.

well, you know, another reason is that Pepper has been doing quite well in his races recently and i just want to be as compatible you know? quite a wrong way to think but it motivates me.

limited trainings but i still must make the effort to miss this sunday's.
gotta make it down for easter Sunday service.
i miss worships and sermons.
bet that's more important than anything else right?
i put FULL TRUST in Him.
(i'll try)

till next time>>

NYP sprint kayak team
the team that made me learn the most out of,
the team that I'll have a memory of a lifetime.


till next time>>

i love pepper

after work on tuesday,
he gave me a peanut butter heart shaped bread, cut using a scissors.
hahah.. silly.
kinder surprise (:


This week is my conditioning week.
Conditioning myself to meet Pepper less.
I use to meet him 6 times a week and now i'm making it alternate days.
It sure feels bad but school's starting so i better get myself prepared first.
Especially when he is starting his FYP assignment and he devotes every wed for it.
no motivation to peek at while i row ):
okay whatever.. i must depend on myself more.


Chalet is tomorrow!!!
gonna catch shopaholic with some of my girlie teammates.
and there is still training on saturday which means i can still see PEPPER :D
yiiiip! i'm getting really excited.
too excited to be bothered to pack my bag.
Packing bag is such a CHORE!
RAWR!


note to self: try to avoid accidents like stepping, elbowing, slapping Pepper.



till next time>>