. cheer . cheer . cheer .

i like (:

TRASH!

Why am I always such a failure? I'm not doing academically well and I thought I could cover it up with GB however, its no better. I'm such a failure for both. I didn't get my Pioneer Brigaders' Brooch (PBB). So what am I? Just a piece of TRASH! I'm useless. That's the point. I haven't been that strongly hurt before. I just don't understand.I felt that I've given my best but I'm still not good enough. Why is He doing this to me? Like what Ms Eunice has mentioned. Maybe He knows that I will be arrogant after getting this award. I just have to accept what He has planned for me. I think this is also what Carmen is feeling too. All things taken away and its all His plan which we must follow. WHY?

Back to work

POSE GIRLS!





oh! First time ever going on the stage to get such stuff.





Joce and me on the 1 hr 30 mins bus trip.





the monster is going to catch us!




English can be so much fun. We learnt so much about the awesome narratives and the way to start a composition. I'm impressed by the way the others write. Not sure if I can write so impressively. I suppose practice makes perfect. We had tremendous fun yesterday. I'm touched, I love my friends (: They were so patient in waiting. I doubt I can be that patient. I gotta learn more from them.



I always thought that I was a very relaxed girl until I realise how tensed I was yesterday. I tried to relax so as to swim however, I can't. I tried my best but can't. Utterly thwarted.



Couldn't concentrate during service. I kept daydreaming and all. I guess because I was too cold and figitive at the back.



















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the arrogant face of mine. HEHE.





WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

Racial Harmony Day

The day of commemorating Racial Harmony Day.
However, our school is always so unique. Therefore, being the outstanding ones, we wore our costums on Wednesday. This year's wasn't so fun. It was dreary. The most electrifying was the segment when they announced the best dressed class. Obviously, 4E2 got first thats why its the most rousing. followed closely by 4E3 and 4E1. We finally got a CHAMPIONSHIP this year. We lost in sports day, hamper wrapping, cross-country (which we all topped throughout last year). Although I still feel that our class is no longer like before, I still want to thank those who really supported and didn't disappoint us. I'm really grateful.



In the morning, we had PE- the only reason why I appear in school. We played basketball and soccer. I wasn't very alert today. I missed most of the balls and didn't grab then well. I'm really sorry I didn't perform today. Now, I prefer soccer. It was fun though we didn't had any goals. We were all chasing after the ball like mad dogs chasing after robbers. Total madness. I love the run. It was like more than a normal 2.4Km race. Chasing after a ball is not easy. The stupid ball doesn't want to stop for us. HAHA. Can you imagine, like 10 girls chasing after one stupid ball. Ok, overall, it was fun (:



I'm going swimming tomorrow. Can't really call it a swim cos I can't swim but I'm trying really hard to master it. I've heard of many bad things about swimming in this period of time but I'm not afraid cos I have GOD with me. HE IS MY POWER! I must have faith in Him that He will be there for me. Like one of the stories in the Bible that is something like: there was this big storm and Jesus's diciples was so scared and they were still thinking why does Jesus still sleeping when there is such a big storm. Then Jesus told them "why are you so afraid?" "Don't you all have faith in me that I can calm the waves?" Something like that larh. This is NOT an extract or something. I will find the story for you all. ok, so, I must have faith in HIM no matter WHAT!



Before I end, I present the racial harmony day models!!


















The GOONS!


















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The irony

17 July: Better thank me for being such a busy who volunteered to travel to and fro with an empty stomach to get those Kimonos. Now, I'm like a mad woman drenched in perspiration.



Today(18 July): I was really grateful that Diana can wear those Kimonos. At least its not a wasted trip. Gotta take lots of pictures tomorrow (I mean today). We are all going to be dressed in different stuff. I'm so thrilled.



the scultures..





black hole..
















till next time>>

Can I have a cookie please?

crunch crunch crunch
munch munch munch

What a day

It's GB day today. It's screwed. Said the wrong pledge. shit.
Had SS test today. Was horrendous. Didn't have enough time to complete.
We had chinese comprehension. Was quite pleasurable.
I can't get into my MSN!



I don't know what's gotten into me today. I kept forgetting to zip my bag. It's like twice. The thing is, it's not only me who was so forgetful. Diana too. She kept forgetting to get her shoe bag. HAHAHA. What's wrong woth us today?? Furthermore, Evan also did some wierd thing. Unfortunately, I can't remember.



Our O levels compre today was quite alright. Hope I can get full marks for it. No more 18 points for me.. Sick.



Tomorrow, there will be 2 tests. Chem theory and practical. Have to go through it later. Have to show improvement so that Mdm Phang wouldn't have heart attack. HEHE.



Going to wear my costum on Wednesday. Although it may be quite warm in it but for the sake of our class, I will wear it. I just don't understand what's so difficult to put on a piece of art work on you. Will you die wearing it?? Our class is not united anymore. I'm beginning to abhor those whose who don't coorperate and feel disgusted about their self-centeredness. Sickening.



I have to sudden craze for dancing but I have to concentrate on my studies. Actually, from young, I always wanted to be a ballerina. However, no one actually knew these wishes of mine. I believe my bones are all hardened so I can't do it. They need to be started from young. Therefore, I didn't mention it to anyone. Since I didn't have a chance to learn ballet, I chose chinese dance when I was young and next, got into cheerleading through GB. However, I feel that all this isn't enough for me to. I want to pursue my interest.. Another wish of mine is to be a pianist but I also didn't have this chance. Maybe I should indulge myself in some drumming to help take over the piano cos I know I can't play a piano anymore.


just a little post to let people know me more(:















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I'm better than trash!

I arrived home this afternoon, feeling pure and clean. Suddenly, from a sinfl and corrupted mind, I ask for forgiveness and now I feel all cleansed. The evil is doing its job everytime he sees that I'm at my weakest point. Fortunately, God is always there to protect me and guide me in the right path.



Yesterday, I bought my long a waited malay costum. However, I guess it didn't suit me really well. It's "L" size. Wanted an "S" size but those with "S" size look like crap. So, I stick to my "L" size. Was VERY long and huge for me.. even my mum can wear it. It's not that she's big or what but I'm small to my mum. Never mind so much. I still LOVE it. Ecstatic.



Notes to all P3s: Please pray hard for Ms Eunice to be FRUITFUL. hehe.




Oh Gosh. I'm all messed up this weekends. I hardly had time for myself. All the old worksheets are consuming my work place. Still trying hard to jettison those trash.



Sometimes I feel like a trash just like my worksheets. People cast me away anyhow they like. Frankly speaking, I know who treats me like trash and those who will cherish me. So PLEASE! don't treat me like an imbecile.















tll next time>>

I'm supposed to hand in so many hmwk by tmr and I'm still online for hours. I need to complete my Literature URGENTLY or else, drumstick will just SKIN ME ALIVE!!

Germany won

today, I watched the Germans VS the Portuguese. Its like at 3am-5+am then I went to sleep and woke up at 9 again for service. Feeling all alert and not at all sleepy (: So I managed to pay full attention in church only for the freezing coldness in the auditorium. Okk.. back to topic. The Germans won. 3-1. Good job (: "Tomorrow", it will be France VS Italy. I think Italy will win but I will support France though I like both. All the best for both teams.



I'm so glad that now I see Diana in church more often although its only twice. Now the auditorium is getting colder and colder. I believe its becos of the number of people attending service. Nydia and Yeok can't attend service for a while. Its really lonely without them BUT I still have Cherie which is a good thing (: I am now NOT reluctant to attend services anymore. I feel more awake for message and I love the worship. Most importantly, I LOVE GOD!



ZOOM...



off to save the world..










*actually its to rush to do my work*















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7 July 2006

I think I'm only going to blog once in a week.



I had my NAPFA test today. I got As for 2.4, sit-and-reach, incline pull-up, and sit-up. Not sure about my shutter-run. Think its a B but also an A, not sure. Probably got a C for standing board jump. I think I can get a Gold. *cheers*. At least now I'm done with my NAPFA and I dont have to worry about it anymore.



I had my Chinese oral on the 5th July. I dont have much to say. Just hope for a Merit. Nothing much, nothing less. Listening comprehension is on 17 July. Gotta dig clear my ear's passage way.



I am loving my friends more and more each day. I'm beginning to turn their bad points into good points so now, they are all *angels* in my eyes (:



Jocex, Jo! loo!k a:t this; clea.rly!

... you got to mix them up, she showed?me"how.to mix! them (up., and now; I can! mix up all kinds" of punctuation, in! my writing? There are lots! of rules?to lern; but Im gettin'g them in my head. One thing I? like about, Dear Miss Kinnian:(thats the way it goes in my business letter if I ever go into business) is she, always gives me' a reason" when-I ask. She's a gen'nius! I wish! I cou'd be smart' like,her; (punctuation, is; fun!).



Now a days weather are hot. The sun is killing me and I think sooner or later, I'm going to get stroke!










FRANCE! I'm behind you all the WAY (:
















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Youth Day

yipee! Its gonna be youth day on monday! isn't it just so great to be a youth? I was still thinking that I will have to rush my homework today but, I'm able to put it aside for today and leave it to tomorrow cos I've had a long day in school and I really do not have the mood to do my work.



I'm so into doing compoitions now. However, I'm starting to get bored with Literature essays. Gonna pick it up again cos I seriously have no time to get bored over my work now. Like what Miss Zhang said. We can only see her for 8 days. Time is really zooming off and in no time, I'm going to be sitting in the hall for my O levels. Like next wednesay, I'm going for my chinese oral. I hope I dont get brain block at that time.







**Jocex and Jo!! I love you girls SOO much! I think you are the only people who really bothered to view my blog! I will update more for your sake (:



I'm finally out of debt now.I feel so free. Just returned money to Ms Jiaying. I'm sure you feel that too right Joce?



Have to wake up early tomorrow for service. gonna sleep early today or else I would be late again.. tmr is youth service so its for US! I must be there (:



Does anyone wants to donate for me??








*Good luck to all who are going to have their orals(:

















till next time>>