lil' signs of happiness

2 laptops,
1 home,
bored melissa.
(:

it adds on to my happiness :D


till next time>>

angry girl

why am i back to this again?
is it because i'm too curious to know about everything?
but the less we know the more we suspect isn't it?
can anything good just happen in my life quickly?
'cos it's really tormenting

crying doesn't help anymore.
it's anger management that we're talking about here.
i need to row.
i need to make my boat go on fire!!!!!!!

i don't ask for much.
all i want is
just to be happy.
is it too much a request?

look, now all my blog post are like that.
just full of bull crap.

till next time>>

But the greatest of these is love.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Cor 13:4-7

faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 Cor 13:13

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I ought to stop guessing and learn to trust. I should not get jealous and start loving more.

till next time>>

before bed list

i love shopping :D
My stomach is growling again, im hungry.
I want to go shopping again.
Im craving for ikea meatballs.
I think i can swallow a cow now.

i do not fear

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
Psalms 23:4

slap me

PEPPER CHEW is the biggest pig on earth.
seriously.
but i'm a bigger pig than him
Cause i love him

ugly duckling

i knew i am never pretty enough to be looked at.
not even comparable to a bunch of x.m.m.(s).

i felt so taken for granted.
you see, i have eyes to observe.
you can actually lie about something so obvious?
and i'm really impressed by how you can do it without even batting an eyelid.
i'm utterly disappointed.
cause it just proves one thing; this is not the only time that things like that has happened and i was totally taken in everytime.
and i feel so taken for granted because i'm gullible.


bull-crap.

eventful

i was all prepared to watch friends, do elog and turn in early. Came home to realise that my bro brought my laptop to school. Well, i'm fine with it cos i remember i kept a folder of friends in his harddisk. So, it didn't really bother me and i went to check out the meanings of some vacabulary words which my colleague implored me on. btw, my english suck and i rely a lot on dictionary.com and without it, i had to manually flip my mini oxford instead. okay, so i was saying i wanted to watch friends. i prepared the fishball cracker and all ready to use my eldest brother's laptop to watch it instead. yes, guessed it right. my 2nd bro brought his harddisk out too. arghhhh.. omg. now i'm like totally deprived of my friday drug and i'm going insane.

okay, this brought me back to another event that happened yesterday.
i met pepper on wed and i actually forgot my keys and left it with him. So i went home thinking that it is fine since i have a spare home key and LUCKILY i was already prepared that one day i might just lose my whole bunch of keys so i kept a spare locker key at home. Nonchalantly, i went to work and suddenly my bro texted me and told me that he left his key in my mum's bag ytd too! and he has no spare keys, everyone is out. Have you ever heard of people getting trapped at home instead of trapped out of house? OMG. yes, i know. what coincidence. The worse matter is, mum is at work (chinatown), i'm at work (TUAS), bro's in school (NUS) and sis is also in school (northland=yishun). Sis has to rescue him out of home since she is the nearest so ya.. i'm just very thankful that he didn't miss any lessons especially when it is only his 3rd day in school. omg. so guilty, i wanted to dig a hole in the ground to hide or just hide in that huge oven at work.

i just assume that it is quits? hahahahahahah.
ya, of course to my advantage la. since i'm a girl (:

ya.. my bro is back already. time for friends :D

till next time>>

the love so sweet

HAPPY 2nd month darling!


p.s. i think i look like that when darling kisses my cheek! (:

curiosity kills the cat

why?
evidence say this.
but it appears otherwise.
and i really hate it.
i tried to convince myself that i'm overly sensitive.
and i really hope it is true.
but i just can't seem to be convinced.
i feel like shit.
cos i dono what is the truth.
and i want to know it bad.

why?
must i always be so curious?
now i end up learning more.
and i can't help to be even more curious.

feel like crap now.

i love singapore!

i love SINGAPORE!
There are simply so many reasons to that.
Safe country, smart, it's red &white, multi racial and religious harmony, it's a small dot which means it takes less than 2 hours to travel from one end to another, many variety of food, accessible transportation everywhere :D

what's more, singapore compensates us with a monday holiday! my plant shuts down for the weekend and monday too which means long holiday (:
You know, when it comes to work, getting offdays on fri/mon is seriously a blessing.

had training today but i kind of screw up my rounds and gave up so easily. Ya, mentally plus physically weak. I need to buck up and stop feeling intimidated. FOCUS is the key.

Okay peeps, i know i did mention before that i dont like pink. But i do remember myself saying i LOVE hot pink so dont despise me if i wear pink flip flops cos i totally love it (:
Thanks darling!

Till next time>>

smile

aloe vera gel is the blister healer :D my thumb is making a huge progress in recovery (:


Phelan: OMG KHAH NO MORE U ARE NO MORE ONLINE
hahah.. he never fails with the NO MORE thing huh?


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You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

unbearable

arghhh! the broken blister on my thumb is killing me! my left hand is restricted from opening up and closing.
oh, oh! It's becoming numb and itchy!
And ahhh! Its starting to hurt!

ahhhhhh! I need to punch someone to relieve my pain!

Till next time>>

cyber detached

for the thousandth time, i'm saying i hate computers.
just did my elog and my brain is spinning around in my skull after staring at the screen for hours after training.
watched friends, facebooked, blog-hopped and elogged.

i'm so dead for tomorrow's training
yes, just look at the time now.

anw, just to update on last week's race:
I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE :D

and now i'm really addicted to friends.
'cos all i can think of is going home early after work to watch it.
gosh! I NEED A LIFE!

anw, i have a sudden urge to say this.
i love benjamin chew *blush*

till next time>>