march on

Genting the last holiday.

school has started for 2 days already and i'm already crying by the first day.
This is how much i really dislike studying.
Not the people nor the environment. It's just that i always cannot do my work well.
Last minute chionging, terrible time management, lousy quality work produced.
This year seriously isn't my year.
2008 will be a past in 2 days time and i can't wait.
I'm positive about the coming 2009. I'm sure no matter how bad it is, it'll still be better than this year.
Probably i broke the record of crying the most this year.
Like sometimes, i'm not even sure what i'm crying about. No specific reasons.
Just feeling sad.
Especially from October onwards. Life is just so DOWN.
All unhappiness.The only exception is PEPPER.
and needless to say, my family is ALWAYS the exception.

so yes, i'm really positive about the coming year!
although i'm going to be 19 years old, i think it's still better than being 18.
2009. I'm ready to start this year.
The very first thing that i'm looking forward to is the National Canoeing Marathon (:

yups! I'm DETERMINED to get this year started and i'm going to end it well too.

till next time>>