clearing in progress

Before presentation frenzy

Jap and SP4 presentation down.

i see a tiny bit of light to happiness.
but most importantly, i shan't allow myself to let things pass without aiming for at least a B for most of my modules. Thermo and Ree common Test on 8 Aug and there goes another 2. please let me get at least B for these 2 modules Lord.

During the last cell group, i lead 2 questions:

1. When do you find that life seems most unjust for yourself or for others?
2. When have you felt bitter towards God?

The unjust and bitterness that i shared was more of it from the past and it didn't occur to me that my life now is bitter. i guess it does now. suddenly i got the answers to both the questions instantly today and i know many felt it too. Sometimes life's like that. Bear with it and move on. No point complaining big time about it since nothing will change from it's original state. However somehow i just can't get over that bloody fact.

enough of all these crap. it's making me more pissed to think of it.

now, i want to contradict myself. life's still good. at least i have my bunch of folks to brighten up my daily schooling routine, my family who is there to listen to my whining EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and of course, i have a boyfriend who never stops telling me that things will be fine :D

yea mann.. i can contradict myself damn well.When we really get down to business, we're serious!

till next time>>

everything's just not right

there i go again.
sudden sadness.
haix.

i'm so sick and tired of everything at this point of time.
why at the most crucial time?
i'm really damn sick of facing books, being treated unfairly, doing everything that gives me a headache.

i'm left with no choice to choose from. did anyone give me the chance to choose?
all they thought of was for themselves.
which brought me thinking that sometimes working alone can be more effective.

dammit.

it's a line thing

yes yes, i know i'm suppose to be studying now.
but i just came online to search for the online material to teach me how to plot that stupid distillation graph which in the end is a waste of my time 'cause i can't download it.
what can i say? computers SUCKS.
so in a minute's time i will be back to unveil the magic to plotting that dumb graph.


okay, one last thing. i have a MAJOR pimple breakout suddenly!
freak. isit stress? or the unhealthy food that i've been taking?
it's freakin' scary! i'm trying hard to drown myself and hopefully it will work like a tsunami and wash everything off.

end of my break. back to notes. bye!

one down and more to come

i'm kind of losing my momentum to blog but it seems like an inculcated online process i.e. i must blog when i'm online.

breaks (which i'm having now) are suppose to be a time to study especially in this last 1 month or so whereby all the projects, tests and reports rolls in unceasingly. but i can't get a hang of being the studious girl whom i've been trying to be for the past 14 weeks?

think that complaining is more like me. stressed, so go ahead complaining and whining all i want rather than doing more productive studying to improve my situation. i suppose it's really hard to change a person.

Jap roleplay came to an end, finally. Notice that i've been wanting so much to get into JL2 at the beginning of the year? ha! and now i can't wait for it to end. I have the interest but once stress takes over and more is expected from what i prefer to do leisurely, the love for it will just fade away. Never the less, i still like Jap just that i should just do it OTOT.

anw, i got my red havaianas from bf. and i'm wearing it now already ;D
thanks eh!

to end off,

i miss gyming, i miss learning how to swim better, and most importantly, i miss ROWING.

it's really time to start studying. people around me are creating stress!

till next time>>

in between

i missed training just so that i can go for therm extra class.
but,

it's postponed. and i think it's gonna be next wednesday?
so i'm going to miss training AGAIN.

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THERMODYNAMICS RESUMED

i'm doomed. jap role play tmr.

WAITING

i'm all alone in computer lab waiting for joce and huat to finish their lab.
suppose to be studying but it's really just sooo boring.
will be off to seletar for training again later.

i'm so stupid. i poured pasta on my windbreaker )):

it's really time i start studying. bye bye

how funny can we get?

guess this is the oldest picture that you can ever see. and the point to that, the songs in this album is also pretty old.. HA!
joce was a joke along with xiangyuan's handphone. OMG! she accidentally turned the song "larger than life" on from XY's phone and she couldn't off it. Instead, it got even louder! and know what? we're in a lecture hall with about 60 students alright? hilarious to the max. it totally killed the Monday blues. thank God joce didn't play the song after that which is like a TECHNO song. hahah!

well well, i'm suppose to be busy studying here but i can't help it but to post this up. it kept me laughing the whole day alright. and think our laughing is a bit overboard that Mr A.L. is angry /:

training was pretty alright just now. Joce and i had illusions of daniel and coach shouting at us to correct our mistakes! HA! madness. well, at least it has gotten into us. had water training then gym training after that. Chit chat quite a bit as we do but we still completed all the stations. yet we ended off quite early to go home for our own stuff. well planned and fruitful day (:

National Canoe Competiton (NCC) is this coming saturday and Sunday though i didn't participate but i'm excited! I'm sure it's gonna be spectacular where all the elites come to compete! and i'll get a closer view 'cos i'm on the rescue boat. wohooo~
All the BEST for those competing! DO OUR TEAM PROUD :D

can't wait for olympics to hurry start! gotta catch the kayaking part!!

time to study again. BYE!

giddy

the weather knocked me out. i surrender. my head is in pain and i just completed my part for HMT report. thank GOD for xiangyuan, really thanks a lot a lot a lot. i'm so giddy, can't walk or stand straight. gosh. okay, i'm going to rest.

good bye.

1st

minus every other thing,
thanks for Friday which i really looked forward to (:

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I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

till next time>>

take care ppl!

TAKE CARE partner! GET WELL SOON!

sis is like super cute. she bought 2 baby bananas for me to eat! hahah. just my energy source after a tedious training.
i MUST study hard and train hard!
i don't want to screw up my sem ):

land and sea advisors

i'm really thankful.
very thankful.

a sea training advisor for my K2,
and a gym advisor for the 3 of us today.

THANKS DANIEL & ALVIN!

if not for the both of you, we wouldn't have trained so hard to push ourselves off limit!

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Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

thanks cherie!

cherie made a really nice video on our day at gliderz wing! nice nice nice!

HERE!

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one after another.
but happiness still overwhelms my disappointment.
and i really thank God for giving me my GIRLFRIENDS and teammates!

windbreaker

I GOT MY WINDBREAKER! FINALLY!!!

GLIDERZ wing with the GIRLS!

Alternative for De Coder's cafe, we stayed over at Gliderz wing for our gathering. it's a waste that Jo couldn't make it and Joce fell sick. so we had to compromise with the remaining 4. Still, we had fun didn't we? LOL. thanks for making another day fruitful and bringing even more JOY into my life! thanks BABES!

She's RANSACKING MY BAG!

CAUGHT red handed! she took my CHOCO!
(yes, she was starving 'cos our dinner took forever)

but we had some self-planned activities while waiting for our dinner to arrive (:

Here comes the food!

Then it's JENGA after dinner. lame stuff.
guess only the raspberry one is interesting right? HAH!

Action speaks louder than words.
YES! WE ARE JOYFUL CREATURES!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i finally sent SP4 over to TBS. great.
but look at the time: 3.53AM
im really gonna suffer big time tomorrow. CFC plsssssssssssssssssssssss.

PHELAN & HUAT

PHELAN's DAMN high in school. mad boy.
he deserve to DIE!

huat's going crazy over HMT.

and i'm still doing my SP4. slowpoke. i deserve to die too!

crazy people.

stand firm

Stand firm. everything will be fine.

CHERIE IS BACK

LOOK who's BACK!

yes, a very well kept secret which made me shriek in front of food republic. hahah.

but COOLIOS!! (cherie's fav.) SHE IS BACK! and till 19 july before she heads back to aussie.
time is precious. out again sooooon!

so it was our entire clique out tgt tt day which we thought that we're gonna webcam cherie who is over in aussie. but we have it LIVE that day. hahah.

i'm totally addicted to anything which is green tea tasted. it does have a wierd taste which i like :D

This shot'sdamn VERY nice!

i'm so gonna be late for lesson again tmr. look at the time!!

hoping for the best

i suppose i'm the one on the left? LOL

hasn't been doing very well in school though i study the most in my entire life for this common test. i guess i need to work doubly hard.

rowing is getting better but still must be better. partner and i were disciplined today (:
since we need a lot more practices compared to others. with the crazy waters, we will improve and be stronger!

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looking at all the warped faces of P*, i couldn't help it but to laugh till i tear. sorry i don't mean to laugh at you. you know, we're the B³ , so you wouldn't blame me right? hahah.

till next time>>