28 sep 2006

feel more upset rather than guilty. I think I gotta be more sensitive in the future, or why not now. A moment of insensitivity can cause someone to lose 5 minutes of their life. ok, thats my own logic.



Got back all my prelim results already. Didn't do as well as I've expected but I did improve. I'm quite upset with my physics actually. I thought I could do well in it. Think that it is not as easy as I think. Really need to work hard now. Don't want to regret when I get my O level results. Hope I can be up to standard to get into NP. My future occupation: TOP PHARMACIST. HA~ But before that, I have to work well with my chemistry first.



I'm going to be 16 soon. Suddenly I can't even remember when my birthday is. Like it is in the next century. Don't wanna grow up so seen. I prefer to be 15+ actually (: But too bad for me it is on Sunday and the first task that my DADDY wants me to do is to be the usher for the first Sunday of the month. GREAT~ Can't go to Jo's church gotta stay in Glory Joy to serve but anyway, its the same no matter where. Its all the house of God.



I went to Carmen's church last Sunday. It's like a mini city harvest. Didn't really have the kind of feeling that I had in city harvest. Guess I was too tired and my mind is occupied with other things but I can see that Diana enjoyed herself tremendously.



To end, I hereby wish EVERYONE to be HAPPY!

23 sep 2006

going to Carmen's church in a few hours time. haha. so excited. wonder how it looks like and what kind of feeling i will get when i'm there.



I think its always a post exam thing. ever since I've gotten into cheerleading, after every exam, I will seriously crave for it. I really miss all the practices. and through my last year experience, I got so excited about the cheerlead practice with our coach, I simply can't sleep the whole night and kept thinking of what we are going to do for the practice. I'm totally going mad. Now, speaking so much about it, i'm getting so mad about it. I just LOVE cheerleading.



Yesterday was such a bore. Some kind of idiotic E-learning day. I didn't bother much I just kept playing neopets and then went for tuition, the next thing that I'm doing is go and complete some online assignment then now I am typing about what has happened a few hours ago. USELESS day. did on 4 extra things other than those eating and bathing.



whatever.



cheerleading is fun,
and it foster school spirit and it...
keeps you physically fit.
-quoted from Bring it On Again.

YEA!! the prelims are OVER!! JOY-filled heart. I can even fly over the moon now!! Today's A maths was a killer!! I was murdered on the spot!! At that point of time, I wanted to TEAR my WHOLE question paper. Isn't my exam interesting? not just A maths, Literature drowned me with the idiotic word staring with idiosyn.. blah blah. can't b bothered.. I think I have to memorise the whole dictionary before stepping into any literature exam. HA~



I ate ice-cream today! Haven't eaten a sundae for such a long time. When our clique was in Mac just now, you can practically ONLY hear our laughters. We were laughing like so (monsterously) I should say. Then we were like discussing about all the neopets stuff.. like can you imagine? It 7 crazy sec 4 girls talking non-stop about something so stupid that we do in our good old days. playing neopets. HAHA.

*Haven't had such good chattings with those girls. Now a days, we were separated due to all the studying and revisions. But at least we still see each other almost everyday. I can't imagine leaving schools and MAYBE losing all contacts with them like some of us in our primary school.



its NEOPETS time!!
















** drunk in coffee **
















till next time>>

18 sep 2006

Exams, exams and exams. This is all there is in every youth's mind right now. I guess. I'm one. all I do is to study and just praying to do well so as not to be looked down on.

I wonder why. I felt sad yesterday when I was about to rest. I got cold and the tears made it worse.

I felt better today after seeing my friends. I love their presence. I love the presence of people, I realised. I simply love them all.

missed service yesterday. said that I have to study for my exams but I didn't at that time. was out and about during service time. I guess examinations are just some excuses.



had MT paper 1, geog and Chem. mother tongue was fine. geog was horrendous and chem was just fine. hope that tomorrow will be a better day (:



I miss those messages. Yesterday when I was studying, I got bored and none of my friend's name came to my mind. Not really none but its just that I think they are not even interested in what I have to say. Fortunately, I knew Him. I was able to pour all my unhappiness to Him. He wouldn't betray me nor will He gossip about what I have to say. Let me introduce this Him to all. He is the almighty God that I know. I just love Him <3



I miss the zoo terribly. I have no idea why but I just want to go. Please bring me there will anyone??















till next time>>

8 Sep 2006

good day (: I was woken up early in the morning so I've decided to play with my blog. Did you all know that somethings in my wishlist can be clicked?? For instance the PONY bag and the X-box and more more more.. majority can be clicked so go try it. 3 of it has my personal art piece.. HAHAH.



Gonna go out with my friends soon. Its in plaza Sing later.. Getting my lunch with sis and off I go. haven't updated for quite a while so let me sum it all up. on the 5 sep, its CHERIE's birthday!! had great fun. really hope she enjoyed herself thoroughly. then the next day, we had math supp. as well as on thurs. and tadaaa.. its friday already!! I haven't even DO any of my work.. last minute again.. sick.



LOVE ANTM lots. its going to Monday again, so lets wait.. sit back relax and enjoy the SHOW!!



*groaw* opps! stomachs calling for food..















till next time>>

Promo service

me with the PBB recipients.



Sheron and me during promo service.




Sarah, Jo and me

2 Sep 2006

Sep hols are finally here.. have been really anticipating for it. I really miss my pri school friends. Glad that I went back. Had long chats with them. And I realised that many had changed. I guess its BETTER!! Maybe except for me. Most of them are Christians and majority wants to enter SAJC. I hate the part when they keep asking for my results. I'm so lousy and yet they are asking me. So sad. Gotta buck up to catch up with them.



HAHAHA!! What a nice prank huh?? made me drop a few pails of tears huh?? I will make sure you pay me back all the tears you two hear?!?! I want 10 bottles of mineral water to replenish the total amount that I have lost! kidding lah.. later you two drown me then I will really not forgive you two. you two better thank Ken, Diana and my friend who keep asking me to forgive and forget, esp. Diana(hahah).. kk friends again huh.. faster shake hands!! *SHAKE*

ok. am I mad or what?? why am I like speaking or rather typing to myself? I think I'm really going NUTS!


so sorry von, I read your blog and so sorry to make you wait for so LONG to get your pics. I'm also glad that I know you did view my blog (:



gotta mug till I drop!















till next time>>