Monday, November 26, 2007

POL-ITE 2007 pictures

NYP SPRINT KAYAK TEAM 2007

Ladies and overall Women's trophy




we train together..

and we compete..

and we LOVE each other!3 cheers to the T2 rowers!




Our blessed lane 2 :D

we reached our goal!

OUR reward in return



paddlers, rowers, KAYAKERS!

Little jordon and me (:





it's all worth it (:





and i'm addicted to training!





and i just got to know that sore losers are just wasting the earth's resources.
Let's proof it to them and let us get more medals!
come on. get a life. SORE LOSERS, BACK OFF! SHOO!



















till next time>>

monday (26 nov)

material science (MS) test earlier.
MS= MELISSA SUCK!

omg! i really hate myself big time.
can't i just get my things right?
it's not like i didn't study.
but why isit like that!
only 3% of what i've studied appeared in the test,
and 7% of it are those that i studied and can't recall a single thing about..
and the other 90% are those that i don't even know existed in the BOOK!
omg, omg...
God, pls save me..


it's a bad enough night yesterday..
the unfortunate dragonboat incident kept roaming inside my mind.




i fell..
and i stood up.
i fell again..
i pick myself up again..
i slipped.
i stood up.
i fell over and over and over again...
i gave up.
I'm such a failure.
i dont want to stand up again
'cos i know i'm giong to fall again.


but i guess life is not that bad for me after all.
i still have my family, teammates and my friends.
they nv fail to lend me a hand (:
thank you :D





NYP kayaker rock at seletar on saturday for inter-POLITE!
indeed, we trash, WHACK and give all our best!
3 cheers for the overall women's champ
and i must say we are the most united and "highest" team.
thanks to coach, captain and of course everyone who are in the team!
everyone plays a big part to our whole team's success.
3 cheers again :D













till next time>>

Friday, November 23, 2007

pics

our GOAL!
okay, this is random but they were saying sukchey and i look alike.
hmm...

i'm a darker her and she is a smarter me (:



no offence (:







stress-reliever.
i need one.
thank you.














till next time>>

TOMORROW!

tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow
TOMORROW
TOMORROW
TOMORROW
(!!)

tomorrow is the day!
i still don't feel the tension though
but surely i'm going to be really anxious tonight!





haha, it was so exciting that laopa is going to drive us back
and i happily took the ride,
without realising that i have to collect my standard chartered package.
now, i left jelly alone
and i was the one who wanted her to wait for me :/
joce have to collect on my behalf now.
wow
i troubled 2 friends at once.
i'm such a great friend
sorry jelly!!



okay, so now i'm home early to get myself VERY mentally prepared for tomorrow.
and i WILL PRAY very hard that tomorrow is full of light and sun is out.
so pls don't curse me anymore.
i really want to take this seriously.


mann, i'm losing confidence at this instance.
but why?
if you happen to talk to me or what,
just come and psycho me that i'm going to do very well tmr
and have more confidence.

most importantly,
pls pray for me!




this is going to be really fun.
let's whack everyone down flat
and win the glory back!
NYP kayaking!
YOSH!








i saw, and i'm happy (:

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

3 more DAYS!!!!

oh no..
what happened to the competitive spirit of mine?
i was like at the peak on sunday and now, i plunge all the way down to the ground.
okay, maybe the lanes really frightened me.
BUT,
i will not let this affect me!
cos i'm only 3 days away from my big day!
and tmr is going to be my last training before i head for the race.

i'm a straight finalise! HAHA!
which is like damn cool.
i don't have to face the heats, the semi-s
i'm going straight to FINALS!!
so it's like a do or die thing
so i have to whack all the way in my lane and CHIONG!!!!



im really really really EXCITED!
i know it's real
but it's just really very unbelievable.
do you all get me?
it's just un-explainable!
okay, whatever.
let's do our best my dear team mates and win the glory for NYP sprint kayak team!!



IPC test is over and JAP test is over!
yayness.
although i still have 3 more tests next week.




i thank GOD
for the discipline i had while i study
for the support i have from everyone
for the race i'm going to face on saturday
for the long hours of sleep yesterday
for the school-free day tmr
for the last training i'm going to have tmr
for the buoys in seletar
for MY great partner
for the kajner 4
for the chunky peanut butter
for the many miss you-s



i pray
for the good bright SUN on saturday
for the good directions everyday
for the good rest i'm going to have on friday night
for the good results i'm going to get from my tests






AMEN!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

in the mood

good thing, i'm already in the competitive mood!
i just need a little more touch up, more confidence and maybe more advice.
then..
i will be ready for polite!


we are a team and we have to train hard for the team.
we are one big family.
we shall not have any internal conflict
we should love one another
and pick each other up!

NYP KAYAKING!! YOSH!







i seriously HATEreports.
especially when reports are not the only things that i have to DO!
so irritating.
last minute piece of shit.














till next time>>

Friday, November 16, 2007

count down

8 more days...
to the big game...


still kind of scared but more excited.
at least now i'm convinced that no matter what, as long as i've tried my best, it's gonna be alright.
so it's BEST and truly the BEST!





and now i'm going back to my reports.
sayonara.













till next time>>

Monday, November 12, 2007

12 more days to IVP

I've been having dreams about kayaking.
every thought is about kayaking.
I'm so stressed.
i'm so scared.
Lord, pls grant me peace!
i want it really badly,
i don't want to be a failure,
no more a disappointment anymore.


maybe this is my first competition in my entire 17 years on earth that i'm freakin out.
I dreamt of going for competitions for my team,
i know i want it
but i still cannot believe that it's going to happen on next saturday!
It's just too sudden, too fake.
but no matter what, i'm going to whack my way through and i'm sure our T2 is going to rock the whole seletar that day!
i promise that i will give my best!




i don't have time for anything else.
i must stay FOCUSED!!
















till next time>>

Friday, November 09, 2007

POLITE in 16 days!

inter-polite in 16 days time! I'm SO SCARED!
and i'm totally screwed for my studies.
what am i gonna do?
i can't even cope with my studies and my CCA.
omg,
will crying help resolve all problems?
i don't mind filling up a whole reservoir with tears if i can do well in both my studies and kayaking.
)*:


the thought of all the stress that i'm about to face makes me sick.
despite giving up some things in life,
i still don't seem to have enough time!
anything that involves studying drives me mad!
like that stupid communication skills today.
some lame test and i can't think of any conversation.
i've been conversing with people everyday and i can't even think of anything!
dammit.
i'm gonna die even in CS which is an 'everyone-scoring-A' module.


seriously, what is my purpose in life mannn.

live to study
live to eat
live to sleep
live to be a clown )O:
live to irritate ppl
live to make ppl mad
live to destroy the world
live to spend money on worthless stuff
live to be emo
live to be a disappointment
live for the sake of living!


argh!
i really have no idea.
i hope for a better day tomorrow.













till next time>>

eat. sleep. train

right after training, i can literally swallow a whole cow!
i'm so hungry. really very hungry everytime after i train that my mum don't want me to carry the dumbells. HA!
and right after i eat, i go straight to sleep.


bro: sleeping right after you eat, will make you fat.
me: that's what i've been doing.
bro: but how come you're still so thin?
me: hahah....


maybe it's really unhealthy also but i just can't stop myself from EATING!
i think there's a fat worm living in my stomach sharing all the food.





i haven't been firm in any decisions that i've made ever since i'm born. i'm born with a fickle mind. i can change my decision immediately if you tell me to do so and i think it's time i really stand firm.








it's 9 NOV, my dumb mei mei's 10th birthday!
yay! faster grow up and be a good girl (O:













till next time>>

Thursday, November 08, 2007

given up big half

At the end of the day...



i've given up my chance to be a napfa trainer
and the cheer performance this year.

in the first place, i should have known that i cannot cope with so many things.
and now i end up being a disappointment.













till next time>>

Monday, November 05, 2007

05 11 07

IPC lab was freakin exciting today!
i think the lab almost explode and the whole room will corrode
'cause our dear classmate stir that dumb acid so fiercely that the magnetic stirrer almost flew out!
okay, it may be exaggerating but its damn scary cos i was like JUST BESIDE HIM!
and i was screaming the whole time to stop him from killing anyone in the lab. he actually say "don't worry".
OMG! i feel like slapping him.
I pity laopa and phelan.



feeling random now so i shall just post whatever i think of.




i'm not a red riding HOOD and i'm NOT a little girl!
so i will try to avoid wearing any red shirts from today onwards.




anyway, is facebook really that fun? everyone around me is playing it now.
and that xiang yuan and daryl will never grow up la! they are still playing with street fighter!!
tsk tsk.




oh yes! IVP in 19 days time!! i want i want i want i want!!!
lastly, congrats to fellow 10 kayakers who won in yesterday's dragon boat race! 3 cheers!













till next time>>

Saturday, November 03, 2007

3 Nov

counting down to week 4 )o:







it's NOV already! which means YC'07 is coming coming!!
so everything is kind of settled for the games already, thank God and now we will just have to find a good time to meet up! school and trainings and their rehearsals. HA! we just cannot find the time to meet! anyway, we will have to do it one day so yes, we will pray hard yea?





training was great today! i can finally see myself paddle in a red K1 filled with so much water that my Bow is submerged into the water! all thanks to Liling's guidance, i manage to row la, or else it would be like 20 NGs rather than 5.

oh ya, i was late today! training at 9am and i woke up at 8.55am. mann, i LOVE myself la!
I was even praying so hard that today the Sun will shine brightly down at us so that i can run cos' it's like since when did we last run in seletar? and indeed, the Sun was great but i'm just a pig )@:


oh wells,
i will try my best to stop being a pig.




gotta spend my tomorrow with my fellow mates again! 10 guys are going for the dragon boat race and the rest of us will be there cheering for them!
go guys! win the medals for us!!







okay, it's time for my cat nap.
meow~














till next time>>

Thursday, November 01, 2007

SP1 ppl

The used to be CRYSTALLISER group...
is now going to work on DISTILLATION!

So want kind of distillation can separate this siamese triplet? fractional distillation?

yups, so let's give a round of applause to the 2 groups! the crystilliser and distillation, who consists of Shi Rui, joce, melissa, shi rui (2), joce (2) and melissa (2)!!

(((:

can those freaky ppl just give me a break? they make my goosebumps BURST!

till next time>>