political facades

Protect yourself with a shield of hate
Search for a means to sedate
Escaping what in fact is real
Worn down I now no longer feel
When apathy is common place
I want to leave the human race

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genting followed by WSC camp.
and finally met pepper for 2 consecutive days (:
yesterday was my family's Christmas party. gathering was pretty good. at least i see that pepper's quite comfortable. it's the missing "last train and getting gastric with knee crap" that screw things abit after the gathering. shan't go into detail (:
today's over at mum's church for Christmas service. Great performance and worship. Surprisingly i'm awake throughout the whole sermon as well.
lunch was great too (:

so i'll be back to land training tmr after suh a long long time.
my poor right knee...
i doubt i'll be able to run till i visit the doctor.
i'm walking like a cripple and everyone on the road is looking at me like as if i'm a real cripple.
so maybe if i visit the sinseh and if he can bandage my knee, i will only look like a plain injured girl :D
BUT still, it's so bad to lose the feeling of being able to run properly. (hopefully not permanently)
how screwed. Running is my hobby ):

a whole week of buzzing all over, i'm getting back to serious work.
tmr will be meetings for SP3! i dono why but i'm excited.
maybe cos i'll be going to bishan library. (no link)

side tracking abit. my left back muscle keeps pounding. I suspect i actually have 2 hearts!
oh gross.

in conclusion, i'm quite happy today (:

bye bye

till next time>>