my manager says that i'm becoming fatter.
my face is becoming rounder.
(but it was when i just placed a sushi into my mouth)
hey! what do you expect?
i kept eating while i study for exams ):

i'll train 10x harder for that.
thanks for the motivation arh manager.

oh ya! and i finally had chawamushi in my mouth after so long. *drools*
(:

till next time>>

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

how i was moved,
how i cried when i first heard this song while i was still doubting you.
i was wrong, always wrong for making unnecessary wild guesses which upsets you.
but now i choose to believe and trust.
with no doubt, i know i love you.

till next time>>

i'll keep it short

my posts are damn long.
so i'll cut it short.
but sometimes there are just too many things to update on!

training was damn shiok. jelly and i row until we feel damn hot.
i can feel myself burning and perspiring like mad.
every training from now is precious cos jelly is starting attachment soon.
and i'll have to look forward to every weekend.

pepper is disappointed in me i think,
i think.
i'm sorry ):
i'm so thankful he saved me from all other trouble of looking for someone i truly love.
cos he is the one i love (:


short enough right.
bye bye.

till next time>>


till next time>>

nothing expresses better than a :D

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i've already set my thoughts well (:
organised huh.. like yes (!!) 'cos it's AFTER EXAM!

yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssH!
everyone has been looking forward to this day isn't it?
today is end of exams, end of year 2, start of new exciting training chapter, start of workaholic life, etc.
yes, and i'll not forget my duties in Gliderz and attending church regularly (:
meanwhile, let's really pray very hard that i clear all modules with NO shocking BAD news for my modules grades. if all goes well, i'll just be on my way to attachment (:


tomorrow marks the
NO more junk, curry chicken (maybe sometimes), carbonated drinks.
and YES to tanned skin, sun blocks and blisters.

all things planned and waiting to be carried out.
i'm so ready to enjoy my holidays (:

guess this is the best earned holiday ever!
1 whole year of stress and rushing. year 2 hasn't been easy but i'm glad i'm over it.
many other things to do but impossible to list out.
but friends out there, you don't have to advance book me to go out with me la.
just try to tell me a week before (:

[very longwinded and irrelevant. read only if you're ultra super bored]
the long awaited meet PEPPER for many many many many uncountable days are finally going to be fulfilled.
know how we plan to meet?
every 1 week in advance, he'll call and plan his work schedule.
(e.g. i'm working on mon (night), tues (night), wed (night), fri (full), sun (night).)
so if he works at night, we meet in the afternoon after training. if he works full, i'll try to work tt day too.
complicated and frustrating sometimes. but i'm thankful that he always makes the extra effort (:
so ya, we work, we train, we meet.

very random.
but i just felt like typing it down.
enough. i've been typing down very long posts!


till next time>>

no more, really no more

from just calling phelan "PHUA no more" as a revenge to him calling me a gazillion times of "KHAH no more", he actually came up with this no more tongue twister and expects me to memorise it -.-

tan still wants more than phua got more than yang still have more than what teo wants more thus han needs more than teo wants more but leaving khah no more no more!

tan - DARYL tan
phua - phua PHELAN
yang - yang wan yi JOCEYLN
teo - teo huat leng JOE
han - han xiang yuan DAVE
khah - MELISSA khah

seriously very no more.
and for the first time, i think i'd rather study probability than to memorise this.

better get on with my studying before i regret again.
and pepper's going to NOT meet me on tues if i don't do well.


tata!

the rays, like life

ultimately, didn't burn my notes.
instead, i chose to sleep for 3 hours and getting all drunk in milk tea before the paper.
throughout the night, i desperately squeeze those notes into my brain.
it's very much worth it though.
no complains as those that i really focused on come out for paper today (:
except for those bits and pieces that i didn't come across.
little bits of mistakes can cause my paper a lot but all i can say is i truly did my best and this is all that i could give starting from the day that i plunged my head into the BPA notes.

if only i had started studying earlier, maybe i wouldn't have missed out on those points..
RAWR! who cares! it's over and i'm pretty contented with the amount of words i scribbled on my exam script. messy? yes. but at least it's not blank pages.


not very worried about maths yet
although
i'm
SCREWED
for probability.
guess i'm tired.
i'll start studying for it soon.
afterall it's maths you see, i don't think i'll not have that little bit of liking for it?

was thinking of who i can ask for help on maths.
brothers are all busy. saturday and sunday, i wouldn't get to see my classmates.
then my cousin came into my mind since the other time he told me that if i had any problems with my sch work, i can approach him. but i just realise that he is in the army not long ago. rawr!
what a bad timing.

so much about exams.
it'll be over really soon.
no worries.
like usual, i'll make sure i survive out of this.
tata!

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

Thessalonians 5: 16-18

i thank God for bringing me through so much. especially these few days that i've struggled so hard to get through. Thank you my Father in heaven.

and not forgetting pepper who woke up the same time as me just to wake me up for paper though he could have slept throughout (:


till next time>>

happy birthday (S)

was suppose to post up a pic of my bro and his gf.
but, I, by the wrong mind deleted it.
It's their birthday(s) on 16th and 18th Feb respectively.
their pictures are really nice la!
i'll go find it again and post it up the next time.
since i can't find their picture, i'll post a picture of pepper and me then (:

oh ya, did i mention that i woke up on time last sunday?
like finally. hahah.
and i pretty much lost a few strands of hair cos' yee herng and i were playing pulling hair fight.
gosh.. violent kid :P

and ya, i thank God that i didn't burn my notes and drink it ytd.
i managed to do those theory that came out but not for that unknown alien calculation question.
so, good thing i didn't drink those burnt ashes.

i'm pretty much dead for BPA.
those theories AGAIN.
i'll try to stuff them into my brain again tmr.
if not, ya, i'll attempt to drink it down again.

till next time>>

i'm about to burn my notes and drink it.
my memory is only about 128 kb.

till next time>>

love love love

Happy Valentine's day (:

trained in the morning, went home to nap and out for a dinner with pepper (:

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just a fine dinner at swensen's to reminisce childhood memories.
fish & chips and banana split (:
but as years goes by, i think my taste bud wants a change.
the breaded chicken taste better than the all time favourite fish & chips.
gobbled everything up and ended up with bloated tummies.
walked a little while more and trained home.



our 8th month and valentine's day.

Thanks for making life so fulfilling.
thanks for being my main meet-up planner.
thanks for being my silly entertainer.
thanks for sending me back to my doorstep even when you're already dead beat.
thanks for bring the best boyfriend that i can ever have in a lifetime :D

next meet up with pepper : 1 week later. how dreadful ):

i HATE EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
and i've a whole ton more to study. i'm so dead. and i'm working tmr.
i really have the WORSE kind of time management. RAWR!

tmr: church and fellowship in the morning.
i cannot afford to oversleep AGAIN!

till next time>>

this is so boring.
i'm going to die.

and my tummy is forming the more i stay home.
i'm shrinking in my arm.

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i hate exam periods!

MEL- shirui:
maybe i should try studying in the toilet. if i don't have enough toilet paper i can just tear it from my book :D

p.s. solitaire and tetris is the best entertainment on EARTH!

till next time>>

fulfillment

had water training in the morning!
shiok.
not that we performed very well or what but just the feeling of sitting in K2, rowing with my paddle and getting all unstable in the boat (not that this is very nice but still..) (:
i've never had this longing and desire to row for very long.
have been complaining during every training of the tiredness and sleepiness before my papers.
i will definitely treasure trainings even more from now on.
and i can't wait to be tanned again. my face looks pale when i'm fair ):

after training, went down to Clementi to meet the promoters.
thought i would be the last to reach but i ended up being the first!
went over to aunty candy's place to bainian.

everyone had their own activities after that so we trained off and i met Pepper (:
over to Ikea for MEATBALLS! as i was craving for it. reason being, i'm at Clementi which is near Queenstown so i remember ikea and it brought me to the MEATBALLS thought. hahah.

look at pepper's unnatural expression and the way he hold that rat. hahah.
FYI, he HATE rats that he hate the plush rat too! HAHAH! and it's really hilarious the way he was forced (by me) to hold that fake rat and staring disgustedly at it like as if it was real. HAHAH!
silly boy (:

was home before 10:30 pm (:
i'm learning to be good and go home early (:

church tmr and cell before service.
i hope that i wun oversleep again.

till next time>>

i was kidding too ;D

you know i still love you (:

i'll see you in the water tomorrow.
YIPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

till next time>>

paddle is rotting, boat is dusty ):

hello everyone.
i bet all of you missed me. hahah.


exams still on-going.
haven't had sufficient sleep.
for the past 3 days, i've been:

1. sleeping after 12am
   
2. resetting my alarm for more than 5 times every morning
   
3. waking up and chionging to school for last minute revision
4. go for paper
5. "sighing" like mad after paper
6. chiong home to study again
7. repeat whole routine like a zombie
   

and after today's paper, i still couldn't heave a sigh of relief.
all i hope for is something like a B for the overall not just that particular paper today.
i cannot afford to let my GPA fall anymore ):
so screwed.

well, at least i have something to be happy about.
i'll be meeting my promoters :D

and

i can finally train tomorrow since my next paper is on 18 Feb.
i know it's gonna be a killer training as i miss uncountable lands and 2 whole weeks of water.
every time i take the train and when it passes seletar, i HOPE i was there rowing ):
but most imptly,
i miss rowing with Jelly leh.

i hate exams la.
i want to burn my books!

till next time>>

visiting (:

visit to pepper's place ytd.
i LOVE his niece(s) and nephew!
Uncle pepper played with them till he fell asleep and i'm left to play with them.
played toy car and hiding with them. hahah.
Adorable bunch of kids (:
i'll miss them.

today went to church and now at xiang yuan's place.

curry chicken suddenly became the food of 2009
consecutive consumption of curry chicken at pepper's and xiang yuan's,
my tummy is really busting.

okay, all students cannot escape this cruel fact;
we're back to reality.
common test is coming up really soon and it's my last stretch for year 2.
i really hope i'll start studying from today.
i mean today.

till next time>>