spelling mistake

RADAR rudder.

opps. so all along i've been typing radar thinking that it's the spelling for rudder. so embarrassing. thanks to reader's digest (:

viwawa. hahah. it's the team thing.

Red K1 training

( can't even see my legs right. that's why i say i'm black)

utter happiness

always thought that either a miracle or some super power is needed to row in the red K1.
maybe it's a miracle but there are definitely a lot of hard work and perspiration before being able to row in it. its the process.

I thank GOD for:

1. letting gaybo's radar go crazy
2. bringing jelly to row today
3. giving me my teammates
4. the overpowering SUN

since gaybo's radar went crazy yesterday and nobody could fix it and today only 5 of us went, i got a chance to row in Red K1! seriously, it feels like gaybo. just lighter. super NICE LA! Did 8 rounds.

for the first round, even before i reach the yellow buoy i capsized prolly 'cos i'm too nervous. had to swim back. never mind. i will row again. this time, i managed to go all the way to almost half the route before i capsize again. so captain saved me. never mind. continued and finished 4 rounds before going back for some water. started off my 5th round. this time i capsize after the half route area. captain gotta save me again. and now i'm very determined not to capsize anymore. so i finished 8 rounds successfully :D

just a lil encouragement and assurance will bring me more confidence (:
capsized 3 times for 8 rounds. THANK GOD!

as for the SUN, i think it's as hot as yesterday. i nearly melted. my mum's expensive sunblock is useless. after i capsize all of it got washed away. shall just stick to using my banana boat for kids. i'm now as burnt as charcoal. red and hot ;D nah, it's as red as a drunkard )):

4 consecutive trainings right after exams. haven't been training so hard ever since the last long holiday. and i got 2 big blue-blacks, on both legs. looks like someone abused me ):
over exhaustion now. i'm going to bed and forsaking my dinner again.

think the pratas from yesterday haven't digest. can't even finish my subway meal. so bloated that i almost throw up.

cherie is online again! i can't wait to go over to aussie to meet up with her! gosh. i miss her badly ): oh yes, her tan is NICE! while i'm just so black that jon suggest that i get some bleach -.-

i'm dying soon. bye ppl!

kills phelan

PHELAN! if you don't want this thing chasing after you, you better stop the PRC guy! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :P

the PHUA that i speak to in sch is totally not the person on msn. i don't know you anymore. you must be PHELAN and not PHUA! i may let you say that MOST PHELAN(S) are hot but definitely not the PHUA i know in sch. you have changed! when you are in sch, you talk and behave like a normal human being but now you talk like a freaky guy. i don't want to talk to you!!!

and your reply to that girl, ultra vulgar. i feel like slapping you!
i've become very scary and fierce now. thanks to PHELAN!

PHUA/PHELAN, be honoured to see this okay. it's specially dedicated for you (:

training and day out!

today's wind is utterly horrifying and the water is utterly horrifyingly choppy leaving such an utterly weak girl rowing in gaybo. (HAHAH)

15 rounds and gaybo radar failed me AGAIN during the 4th round after i capsized. changed over to white K1 and rowed. feels exactly like T1 with radar but sometimes shaky. was on the verge to give up rowing when everyone has ended, leaving me with 2 utterly painful rounds to do. anyhow, i still accomplished 15 rounds and capsized only once. not that bad afterall (((:
still not sure if there will be sea training tmr before circuits. haiyo... the last minute info(s) are confusing me.

after training jon drove us (joce and me) up to have pratas at casuarina before setting off. ate so much that that uncle was stunned when he heard my orders. hahah. "i train hard leh. need to eat a lot right", my perfect excuse to eat like a pig ;D
banana-caramel prata rocks (!!) i will have another the next time. yummehhhhh!

checked up on a few places where we can have leisure kayaking cum picnic and we've decided on... pasir ris park!

found this thing lying on the sand when we were about to explore..eeeky la! joce jumped up like siao when she saw it. HA! this few days there are just too many lizard encounters. freaky.

after deciding on the place, jon decided to bring us for some fishy experience.
had a pretty lame yet utterly fun time in the car. concluded that joce is too tired so she starts getting utterly lame. jon actually got that virus too. he also got ultra lame that i don't believe he is also such a lamer. it's too hard not to laugh. this lame viruses are contagious. beware!

and ya, look at the lion fish up there. can you imagine it eating a puffer fish and when the puffer fish panics in the lion fish's stomach, the whole lion fish bloats up?! damn LAME la jon!

i almost ended my day perfect until this boy who tries to be funny with the lift button. taking this as some enjoyment after sch. humph!

i'm burnt red for not applying sunblock. don't believe? see me and you will know.
utterly shag. but an utterly good wednesday to my holiday (:

getting a hang of the "utterly" :D

till next time>>

keep your passion burning!

lazed and literally dragged myself off bed. that's for slping at 2am last night and waking up at 8.15am this morning. the wind, the rain really makes me feel like slping more and do you know how much i dislike paddling in the rain? oh wells. i must still go.

indeed, it's super cold! shivered in the boat.

the radar failed me again. rowed for 1/2 round and there is something wrong with my radar so went back to check. the wire was disconnected again. had to wait till alvin come back after his rounds to repair it for me. by the time he finish repairing, the T1 girls already finished 4 rounds. went for 4 rounds and i was super tired that i keep leaning to the left till i capsize. finally i finished my last 4 rounds without capsizing ((:

very encouraging to capsize once out of 8 rounds. yes. i'm improving. i will keep it up (:
didn't feel any weeds when i'm in the water perhaps they cleared it for MR500 already.
good. more trainings tmr. and jelly will be back to K2 with me!!! YES!!!

super tired now. i better slp earlier tonight.
bye peeps!

oh yes!

feels like an unbelievable truth but it's true anyway; exams are OVER!
at long last. after suffering so much of pain to study. yes, i HATE studying but i will still study. so i treated myself to a good land training today though i was quite reluctant to go home then to training again. i'm sure jocelyn understand right? hahah. so what's with the complaining. we still ran till half dead and do all the push-ups obediently. gym was alright.

will be gaybo-ing for 8 rounds tmr. hopefully i can manage though i only did 1 round with it before. okay, i can't get over the fact that exams are over; i'm free for 1 and a 1/2 months. and when sch starts, i'm YEAR 2! it's just too amazing to be true. i'm in NYP for 1 year already?! hahah. just ignore me. i'm crazy already.

p.s. the 9pm show is hilarious! the taxi. omg! hahah!!

passion to row!

mann, i'm distracted again.
so since diana just told me that cherie is online, i shall let myself take a break to chat with her for a while ((:

haven't done much of my revision yet. ya, it's another last minute thing and i'm exhausted from the training earlier and ULTRA distracted by every single thing on earth.

training was good i must say. though i did capsize but i can count the number of times i capsized using my fingers and not like those 30 over times which is a norm for almost all the K boat trainings. rowed a round and some laps in gaybo without capsizing. quite an achievement. and finally, after so long, i'm burnt on my cheeks again (:
which gives me the feeling that my passion to row is BACK! i'm gonna train extremely hard with partner when is is back for training after her exams. seriously, i rather row than to study now.
oh yes, surprised to see Cody in a dragon boat just now! OMG! hahah. i was like who is that? oh ya it's CODY! hahah. and i had no choice but to capsize in front of him 'cos i'm still a noob on a red K1. it's definitely not because i'm too upset with my exam grades that i jump into the reservoir!

thanks to all who offered to save me and saved me today (:

i'm addicted to rowing. i can't get enough of it (!!)

back to the real world again )))))))))))):
BYE!

non-intentional post

didn't intend to come online until my last paper is over but i just need to touch the comp for a while. gotta keep myself updated somehow. especially e-mails.

well, life is still the same i guess. just that TV shows are pathetic and books are sickening so my only entertainment is 98.7 fm. exam periods are always like that. i reckon mediacorp knows that i need to study so they come up with those types of shows which i would rather study than watch. of course, the other de-stress hobby is none other than rowing and capsizing!

right after IPC paper, we went down to seletar for some rowing. (i have been anticipating for the next rowing since saturday! gosh, i'm addicted to it!) for the others it's rowing whereas i am just capsizing and tapping water. still not very good on K boat yet but i will make sure i improve, and fast.

last paper is on monday. i really look forward to 2.30pm on monday cos' it's the start of holidays ;D

p.s. the ad on the gambler trying to get money from the daughter's piggy bank is really disturbing. it gives me the urge to go over and slap that father's face!

till next time>>

jinx

i'm jinxed. i hate my life. and i'm trying to perfect it the moment i step out of sembawang sec. i've changed ever since but.. i've had enough. i give up. i no longer want to be older than anyone in my home. i've tolerated and tolerated and bear with it. i told myself that i can if my brothers can. they treat me with care and love day in and day out. Same for my mum. i throw tantrum at her and always behave so stubbornly. But she don't owe me anything. i know that i must treat her well. But i don't owe my sis anything. i helped her so much if my mum wants me to. i treat her well at times cos i think i should as an elder sis. but what do i get back? stubborn attitude and crappy shit. i give up. i really give up.

i'm trying very hard to show those that once looked down on me that i've changed and will study hard. but i don't get the respect nor do they even want to look at me when i talk to them. pls someone just tell me that my life is not jinxed and i still have hope.

till next time>>

4 am

surprisingly i'm still awake now despite land training earlier. must be the chat on msn that kept me awake. good time suaning 鱼 饼 big time and thanks to JM* for the motivations to do well and take revenge on weeds. ha!

was searching for the name of the flower that i like very much and i realised the flower that i actually adore so much is called daisy! hahaha! all along i thought daisies come in white only. contradicting; i know what is a daisy yet i dono that it's actually the flower that i like and have been seraching for it name. HAHAH!

okay. gotta hit the bed. for real this time. bye!

land training

chinese new year really got me into deep trouble. all the fried food, carbonated drinks, pineapple tarts. yes indeed they are heavenly pleasures to my taste buds BUT when it comes to training, it's all a regret. and many promises to keep away from them in the next CNY. ran like a pig, pant like a dog, suffer like crap. i was so giddy that i went pale even before the real training starts. after gyming, i feel more alive and not so giddy anymore but the statics really got me. even while walking to the mrt station, i fell on the ground like a little girl. not becos i tripped over something or slipped. just that my legs went jelly. i don't even recall when was the last time i fell.

saying so much, i better train harder before juniors come in. still, studies comes first.

IPC mugging in sch tmr. tata!

till next time>>

chu san

many days of procrastination and now, finally, i'm done with the gliderz publicity slides. simply because the publicity must be done tomorrow. well, at least i've done it.

over to coach's place to bai nian with the whole team. the food were great and the pineapple tarts are the ultimates. the rest of the team were playing card games. since i don't want to gamble and hueyyen quite gambling from yesterday, we just sat there and entertain ourselves with tv shows and some ninja turtles? a thing to note: jordon likes talking to hy. HAHAH!

left earlier to ms eunice's place. only joce and i went. so we played monopoly and some card games over there. card games here refers to "old maid". also had more pineapple tarts! hahah. seriously, i need to train even harder from monday onwards la. i've eaten too many pineapple tarts oready.

went home to do the slides. i'm home earlier cos ther rest of them change the chu 3 date to chu 4 lorrrrr. so didnt visit their place.

just chatting with 鱼 饼 on his L* stories ehh..
at least i know that he is happier with his life now. it's so much better than getting stirred up with that bunch of KIDS ;D

till next time>>

CNY 2008

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

the gathering of families, exchanging greetings, eating & drinking food that you don't get to eat daily and of course for us, we receive HONG BAOS! hahah. last night we had our reunion dinner over at my uncle's place. and i realise my cousin can give very unique and creative yet logical comments to tv shows and advertisements. so cute!

and as there is this custom to stay up for the night if you want your parents to live a long life, my 2 brothers and i stayed up till 6am just by playing "BIG 2" (dai di). HAHA. i was too tired that i laughed non-stop like some robot. it's really those kind that i dono what i'm laughing about but cannot control myself. then my other brother is just swirling his head and seeing things already la! hahahah. and my eldest brother have been drowning himself with water to stay awake. HAHAHA!

okay, shall end here. my right eye's degree must have went up. it's super blur. BYE!

till next time>>

events of the week

CEP test
IPC test
CS common test
Jap role play
MS test
Sp1 presentation
Maths test
National Kayak marathon (NKM)
Jap test 2
CS presentation
MS common test
It seem like a mission impossible at first but seeing that i finally strike off everything on the busy week list, i just feel YES!

yup, there are 3 more exams to go but that's the after new year thing (:

on 1st feb, we had our CS presentation and then to celebrate ms eunice's birthday.

Ms eunice have been there for us since we were all sec 1. from the little girls to all grown up teens. she never fails to remind us and give us a good teaching be it our studies to our walk with God. she have been like our mother, bringing us through thick and thin (Well, she is not that old la). hereby, i want to thank her for always being there. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!

OUR NIGHT OUT!
cherie and i went over to meet up with diana, wb and jon in CQ to barfly for cherie's farewell. the last night that she is going to spend with us.

last night cherie flew off to australia. we all hate to see her leave for the entire year or rather, 6 whole years. really cannot bear to see her go. although she is coming back, but... it's just hard to describe. especially for this few days when we are so close again, going out together and laughing at amazing facts, little giggles so on so forth. anws, just wish her all the best over in aussie! YOU WILL BE MISSED DEAR!!

mann, there my tears go again. it's what happens when you try to split girls who are too cliqued together ))*:

.......

K2 had me cut and bruised all over. but i will still train even harder!
Surf and sweat 2008 was screwed thanks to the rain. it was such a regret. we weren't able to join cherie for her last service in s'pore and i had to really manage my time and sleep over saturday and sunday.

till next time>>