PATA PON

credits to Keetee who drew the members of CONDOR as that PATA PON creature. cute isn't it? see me with my paddle? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
so adorable la!

anw, ZOO haven't contact me yet. goodness. i think i better look for another job soon ):

more training tomorrow and i'll be meeting PEPPER :D

till next time>>

TEAM dinner!

finally we had a team dinner today. one of the best sakura ever! Highlights are yam paste and peppermint ice-cream (which does not taste like darlie). and it has been so long since we all gathered as a team!
so we've eaten so much. we should know what to do tomorrow. yes, train hard ppl. we need to fight those fats away from our tummies!

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scary isn't it to be revolving around this world of lie.
you wouldn't know who is the next victim,
and what is going to be the next lie.
it starts off just like how it used to be,
and it ends off like the unexpected.
and it just keeps going round and round.

i'm turning in early. good night (:

till next time>>

I.NEED.TO.CHILL

my day is bad enough.
stupid rain has to come before rowing.
got seletar's mud stuck in my nail which hurts so much.
got my arm bruised.
after rowing, TIRED and TIRED and just TIRED.
can't find the sports bra i wanted.
met people who deliberately stand in my way and walk DAMN slow.
on my way home, this girl (10-12 years) rolled her eyes at me for whatever reason.
got home and must be pissed by sis.
like yes, she is the only one who is tired.
yes yes yes. i'm the ONLY one at fault.
i'm just such a waste on earth wasting everybody's oxygen.
why don't someone just stab me at the back and let me die.
then everyone will be happy.
only if i'm a person without guilt so i don't have to forgive.
i don't mean to but seriously, dammit.

ain't holidays suppose to be happier?
Where are my hopes, where are my dreams
where is My Cinderella story scene.

till next time>>

HAPPINESS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!

my best friend since primary 3. though we were only in the same class for a year, our friendship lasted for years till now and still, we're in different school. hahah.

Define happiness.
happiness is knowing the fact that i have whatever i own.

toughest sem of my poly life just ended a few hours ago.
which marks the start of my hardcore training days.
just like how i trained in year 1, i'm able to experience it again.
overwhelming HAPPINESS.
not even all the words that relates to HAPPY is enough for me to use.
FREEDOM.

goodness. so excited for all that's installed for me.
i've never felt so happy in life before.
it's just like i've gotten all the olympic medals available.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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no more long hours in library
no more hot dog buns
no more sweets
no more chips
no more late night muggings
no more HMT
no more FPM
no more THERMO
no more EM2A
no more REE
no more SP4
no more, no more, no more!
see, tt's why i'm happy!

i miss wearing my jersey
i miss my paddle
i miss K2-ing
i miss getting burn under the sun
i miss getting physically exhausted during training
i miss seletar's water
i miss my team

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team dinner up next! i miss my team. think this is the longest period of time that i'm separated from all of them.

then training tomorrow!

anw, death race is NICE.

Botak Jones is nice too!

i finally cleared my 55 emails.

and pepper got really nice figures for his GPA that i'm drooling over it ;D

random, messy, all over the place.

whatever it is. i'm HAPPY!

till next time>>

i.need.to.train

was least prepared for maths.
but i still thank God that i managed to stuff all that last minute knowledge while i was traveling to school. the best part is, it all came out. HOHO!
but not a guaranteed A. still, it's the most relieved paper out of my whole sem. i don't expect much la ;)

went home straight after lunch then went over to GV to watch "space chimps" with mum and sis.
cartoons never fails. no matter how cliche the story line may be, like the super typical happily ever after kind, it's nice.

going for a run later. ought to start training.

one more to go then i can really be a full time rower! here i come HMT!

PHELAN! i miss ben ): HAHAH! (you are the chosen one that i tell leh!)

okay, everything's so random. bye.

Bye for a week.

next up, MATHS!

till next time>>

lazy pig

Olympics is such a distraction, seriously.
though im not the one competing in whatever events but every time i watch them do well in whatever sport, i'll just start cheering with them like some mad woman.
goodness.

and it seriously obstructed my studying pathway. so i'm not staying home tmr.
gotta go to school to avoid anymore distractions.

i NEED to PASS FPM BADLY!!!!

satisfied

SP4 is like so over. ONCE and FOR ALL!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
that's the great sense of satisfaction mannnnnnn!
and tomorrow will be the continuation of our mugging process.
EXCITING!

oh oh! and gym too! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i miss rowing so very very very very very very very BADLY.

till next time>>

we'll all strive!

here i am to declare that we'll continue to be the hardcore muggers from monday onwards.

FPM, EM2A, HMT


just 3 more papers and we'll endure through it together folks!

we've totally turned NYP's library as our 1st home and our real homes as our 2nd home 'cause we meet early in the morning, lunch and dinner both settled there by snacking and go home just to SLEEP. so now you see. we're gonna be SO fat by 26 august and our heads will definitely expand with more and more knowledge :D

let's strive hard and maintain our GPA everyone!

i'm really determined 'cause once again, THERM and REE are screwed. haix.
hardwork doesn't really pay off somehow. maybe i study hard but not smart.


KAYAKING will be showing on telly! YES YES YES!

p.s. i checked my email finally.
till next time>>

it's all about THERMODYNAMICS

fingers are getting itchy, i need to blog.
hahah.
no idea what to blog about actually so i'll just type whatever i did today.

no school so it's another intensive day of study.
met with my folks in the early afternoon to mug in the library.
so it's just THERMODYNAMICS all the way along with jelly beans, sausage bun, bottles and bottles of plain water, chocolates, etc.
(i'm obviously gonna turn ultra fat after this week)
then at around 3.30pm, i went off to RP to meet pepper.
was mugging again in the library.
like i pretty much expected, i was very distracted but i still managed to study.
it must be the environment difference. i kept looking down to see what the people are doing if not then i will just stare into the blank wall.
well, i'm also very saturated. so can't really blame me for getting distracted right? hahah.
and it's another pack of chips, candies and plain water.
studied till around 9pm, went off for dinner with his teammates.
HOME.i'm really saturated so i'll leave the rest of thermo for tomorrow morning.
and i promise to start REE in the afternoon. I PROMISE! so XY, stop stressing us on REE!!!

my last words before bed:
i'm so proud that i'm finally putting in hardwork to study! cause i know that hardwork definitely pays off ;D

okay, so long everyone.
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!

so here comes the enjoyment

I am a MAN!
Yes, i'm wearing his boots and his wearing my heels.
when pain is unbearable...
i know, i know, i have a spastic face.

think xiang yuan is damn stress that he have to smell his shoes to kill himself. HAHAH---

the satisfaction of improving is just indescribable. when the feeling is there, you just don't want to stop. i want to keep improving. Whenever i see partner rowing in front of me, giving all her best, i know that she want it as badly as me. so for my partner, i will.

HOHOHO
it's the time of the year that i find myself escaping from everything and keeping myself to myself.
i don't want to make decisions. i just want to let things go on automatically.
like driving, manual will definitely be more complicated.
so just let me be. 'cause i'm really happy like that.

till next time>>