POLITE in 16 days!

inter-polite in 16 days time! I'm SO SCARED!
and i'm totally screwed for my studies.
what am i gonna do?
i can't even cope with my studies and my CCA.
omg,
will crying help resolve all problems?
i don't mind filling up a whole reservoir with tears if i can do well in both my studies and kayaking.
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the thought of all the stress that i'm about to face makes me sick.
despite giving up some things in life,
i still don't seem to have enough time!
anything that involves studying drives me mad!
like that stupid communication skills today.
some lame test and i can't think of any conversation.
i've been conversing with people everyday and i can't even think of anything!
dammit.
i'm gonna die even in CS which is an 'everyone-scoring-A' module.


seriously, what is my purpose in life mannn.

live to study
live to eat
live to sleep
live to be a clown )O:
live to irritate ppl
live to make ppl mad
live to destroy the world
live to spend money on worthless stuff
live to be emo
live to be a disappointment
live for the sake of living!


argh!
i really have no idea.
i hope for a better day tomorrow.













till next time>>