it's time to get up

suddenly the feeling of school reopening excites me (what contradiction). The heavy mugging days, those days in the lib, rubbish that we can't stop blabbering about, lame songs that phelan always suddenly play into my ears, etc. those were the days and i sure miss it. so since school's starting, i can't wait :D

albeit the start of school, i'll still be working. since it's the first week which marks "nothing much" will really happen in school, it'll be 2 weekdays and pay rise for my first weekend. more money, happier me (:

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it's really hard to put on a strong front
especially when i have extremely active tear glands
guess the new mask haven't fit in very nicely yet
this is getting out of hand. i'm becoming damn emotional

till next time>>

multi-faced

of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

HOUSE BUNNY wasn't THAT fantastic. but i sure love her bimbo-ness and their team work.
at least it kept me away from all worries for a while.
it was shopping up and down town area for the whole day with jelly.
nice company makes my day joyful (:

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again

tomorrow will be a new start.
i'll do it. i'll keep on doing it.
i'll not complain anymore.
till my last breath, i'll grit my teeth,
i'll give all that i can.
i will. believe me.

goodbye to the old self. it's time i get a new mask.

till next time>>