ran 5.6km and it got my breathing back to normal (:
I've been having this deep breath yet still not enough oxygen kind of thing.

then watched friends. Gosh.. sometimes it just makes me want to give my friends a hug and tell them all that i love them.

I'll be on leave tomorrow! For the really very big day on sat.

melissa has to stay focus. Very very focus and stop acting like a big cry baby. Yes.. Focus.

and that is true

sometimes, friends are just the people you need.
anytime, anywhere, anything, whatever,
they are those that listens although many a times they are the ones that i neglect.

till next time>>

warmth, care, concern, love

it could just be the coolest way to kill my monday blues..

Gym after work killed the frustration,
'work-life' talk with mum was refreshing (which came along with some familiar verses),
Approval from Ms Tan about taking leave,
Lovely teammates got my excuse letter ready for me (love you all!),

Just waiting for the approval from my supervisors which i dont think is much of a problem.

This is how much it takes to kill the extra blue. Cos usually i dont see a problem on mondays. In fact, i used to LOVE MONDAYS.
Okay, starting to spout nonsense here.

Oh, and a bonus. Guess what? Pepper loves me! And i love peppermint milk tea :D
Kays, its obvious that i need my rest.

Bye everyone (:

Till next time>>

it's the weekends again!

okay.. I short one..

i met up with my girls (except for jo) yesterday (:

I had training at bedok today. Excitingly water huh! Joyce and i were brought from lane to lane by the current. Hahah. i think im the seletar water kind of person. Hopefully macritchie is not going to be like bedok.

I couldn't stop my nonsense about making pepper act like a girl and i try to act like a guy. Really nonsense. But in the end, i'll still be the one lying on his shoulder. Hahahah.

tomorrow is another important training day. Somehow my last water training (if i dont get my friday) before the big race.

Till next time>>

i'm back to it again.
i miss those days church days;
i miss those eating out days with my whole family;
i miss those days with my girls when we have endless topics.

i've been missing a lot.
a lot.
a lot.

i want to go back to how i use to be. i know that i've changed and i don't like who i am now. i miss those days that all i needed was to trust is Him and having trust that He will handle the rest for me.
I cry to Him, i share my joys with Him, i give thanks for everything that He has given to me everyday even if it was a bad day. I miss the way i feel the comfort and peace He gives after i cry the entire night. And everyday, all i needed to think about is trusting that He'll bring me a better tomorrow.
at the same time, i cannot bear to skip those sundays which is badly needed for my competition.
I'm so trapped.

is this another trial that melissa is going to fail again?

till next time>>

that i love you beyond the reason why

HAPPY 1st month pepper!
don't have to be very handsome, charming, flirty, suave, etc.
i just need someone who doesn't hide his emotions and feelings.. little bit of your adorable side can melt me (:

i l u, pepper.

till next time>>

kiss me thru the phone

Recently i've been having this 'become a guy for one day' thought. Wouldn't it be cool if you can build up your body and be proud of your defined build? Flexing biceps & triceps, solid abs and core. Unlike girls, when you have slightly bigger deltoids, tees look extremely undersized.

actually, i'm starting to fulfil my " become a guy for a day" thought because i got myself a girlfriend (:

gymed and muscle aches are SHIOOOOOK :D

for better figure, stronger Mel (:

told you.. i want to be a guy.

till next time>>

black loves

trained at Bedok, got my new phone, pierced my slippers, ssc for dinner yesterday.

Trained at seletar, met pepper and SLEPT at his place , now blogging using phone (:

I completed my elog at friday :D yay!

I love my weekends!

TGIF

I'm seriously going to say this every week. THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!! Just zoom into my eyes and see how bad those eye bags and dark eye rings has become or in fact still growing. It's almost 10X worse than those you've seen before. 2 cups of tea are the essential needs for my entire day. Weekends are blessings. It's finally the time to dump my jeans into the machine, rid of those notes in my bag, lie back, put on my fbt shorts, slip on my flip flops, gear up with my timbuk2 (:

What's new this month? CHERIE IS BACK! meet up? chit chat? say cheese? laugh till we can literally feel our abs ache at that instant?

i'm waiting for the invitation (;

(jocelyn must be calling me a b*tch now) hahahah

till next time>>