gosh..
i really HATE computers!
i've been trying to send my 30KB eLog to Ms Tan and till now it's still not through yet.
gosh..
and i'm suppose to wake up at 5.10am tomorrow!
why don't someone just stab me so that i can go to the hospital and i can sleep all i want?
arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!

till next time>>

ouch

that day i was playing fighting with pepper and i knock my gum against the chair.
and there is an ulcer which is still there ):
painful.

and i just remember that i didn't have my dinner tonight!
-.-


till next time>>

Gathered with NYP2 on friday for Ms Lim's belated birthday.
caught up with the rest and it's nice to be hearing what everyone else does in their own company which also brings me down to the issue about meeting my clique.
i kind of miss the whole bunch of them.
we need to meet up!
but definitely not on a friday 'cos halfway through the celebration, i was hibernating.
i can't really get why am i so tired when all i do at work is so little?
so bad that i have to take tea twice a day.

All week i'm just looking forward to Friday 'cos it's gonna be saturday the next day!
train today as well and felt great.
i know i've been deproving but to think that as long as i can still row and able to race, i'm thankful enough.

Throughout the week, i've been thinking a lot on my way home.
Thinking about the past actually.
i do miss them quite abit
guess it's the time that i've been there which made me recall those days.
somehow i tried to find replacement but i still don't feel the warmth.
the people there are almost the best i've ever met but still,
always felt like a mere guest.
i know i use to complain about the cliquish thing at the other side but still, at least i know that i still belong there somehow.
well, takes time.
cos i know i can never go back there the moment i've decided to leave.
you know, pride and all.
Yes, God has His plans for me.

i better get started on my eLog.
bye!

till next time>>

mix and match

i've been perspiring a lot mann..
the other day, i merely had a 15 mins walk from home to mrt station and this happened.
yuck.


K1 Nelo today.
it's yellow and it is nelo.
I LIKE, I LIKE
hahah
it has this screw with that super small nelo word on it!
((((:

&
K4 was :D

SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCH (:

love him loads loads WORXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ

hahah.

i'm tired.

bye.

till next time>>

GRADUATE LO!

CONGRATS to all of us! We graduate lo!

i know, it's not like i've graduated for good and i'm ready to work for life.
at least i'm halfway there and i'm proud of myself throughout this whole CPTC journey.
i must say, it really molded me to wake up on time every single day without fail and i never dare lie down again after i silent my alarm.
I've learnt so so so much from CPTC and the friends that i've never once spoke to, i'm really grateful for this chance to be there.


if you have notice, someone is not in the group of pics. i specially left a space for him..

the highlight is on the white board. not the phelan phua loves xiang yuan.. it's the one just right above the cert.

so here's the evidence:

(the approach w Mr Ang at the back)

(just look at the smile on his face. TSK!)
(and still w Mr Ang at the back- hahah!)

tadahhh.. so it's good that he didn't dress specially for nothing eh? HAHAH!

actually i forgot what i wanted to write. too many things happened today and i have serious short term memory problem.

anw, back to CPTC.
i'm grateful i had Ms Lim as my trainer.
she's really very good to our class. like a happy girl every morning when she see us in class.
she'll be badly missed by NYP2 right?
bid farewell to trainers and CPTC for good (booohooohoooo)
)':

out with clique for aston, Night at the museum 2, softtoy catching machine, arcade fun (:
finally a good outing together (:


These guys loves playing girlie games too.


Pepper joined in halfway (:



home (:

pepper and i were reviewing over the pictures that i took.
and i've decided to choose this picture to feature.

RETRO queen ;D

training tomorrow at Bedok. excited yet very worried.
gosh.. i haven't been training a lot mann..
whatever.

till next time>>

shift work

night shifts are...
8pm-8am
night scenes of other petroleum companies, the "lighting and decorations", felt like it was Christmas on wonderland
laughing and eating throughout the night
field monitoring without perspiring a bit
albeit keeping up throughout the night wasn't easy,
dozing off and catching a nap is just normal
...the coolest thing i've ever experienced.

no more log entries, no more shift work and tomorrow is my final-term paper.
i know, i'm so gonna miss CPTC but i'm not going to fail just because i want to stay on.
studied and revised, hoping to graduate.

let's pray hard for good news on friday.

till next time>>

PRAISE THE LORD

i once had an unknown miss call and i just ignore it 'cos i don't usually bother about unknown numbers.
while i was messaging my second brother today, i had the same call and it's active.
i almost rejected it 'cos i really don't fancy picking up calls from unknown number.
HOWEVER, i thank God that i just felt like picking it up instead.
know what?

i earned myself 1 million dollars!!!!!!


you must be real dumb to believe me.
but i think better, i got my attachment company (:
was all grins when i was talking over the phone.
goshh......

so here it is.. a medical company. lab stuff, yay :D

good or bad, doesn't matter. as long as i get to work there (:
THANK GOD!

---

Benjamin Chew is my support and strength.
i don't deserve so much but since i have it,
i'll make myself worth.
i love you darling ^3^


note: night shift starts at 8pm later.

till next time>>

i hate myself

i'm not worthy.


note: night shift starts tomorrow.

credits to joanna.
don't you think that the last picture is so cool?
hahah.. big bullies ;D

till next time>>

crushed under a rock

i'm not angry that i've dropped.
i'm just very sad.
i'm not angry to be positioned.
i'm just very sad about the fact that people has to choose me.
is it true that i look like i'm only born with ears and no mouth?
or is it true that only people who does well has mouth and no ears?
but i'm fine now.
that my assumptions are actually wrong.
'cos people around me still cares a lot for me.

-----

kelvin's birthday celebration at nyny.
mother's day celebration.
finally i see myself eating nice food.
cannot take it eanymore.
i really miss ban mian a lot.
i use to have it almost everyday when i was in school and now, i haven't had it for decades!

the 11th 11 is coming this monday but it's training day so no meet up with pepper.
shall go celebrate this occasion with BANMIAN (!!) tomorrow instead
(:


till next time>>

aiyo.........

MET PEPPER TODAY
:D

till next time>>

TGIF

dozing off big time in class.
haven't felt this bad before.
so sleepy that my mind totally switch off during discussion.
i was hibernating and at the same time eyes shut off while listening.
what's worse, i sat by the locker walk way and fell asleep.
gosh..
i'm so glad after lunch was practical all the way.
and it's nice to be starting to mix around with lecture mates now in CPTC.
(:


got new tees today (:

i call this explosion

scrap the whole chunk of stuff i wrote and emailed it instead.
to save your pride and dignity.

i cannot be that mean.
afterall, you're still my love.


till next time>>

HOW MANY DO WE GET?

holding hands.
youngsters, middle-age people, parents, girlfriends, even guys to guys.
they're everywhere.
but how often do you get to see old couples doing that?
lasting a coupleship is tough, keeping a marriage takes even more.
and seeing old couples staying so loving, simply melts my heart.

mid-term paper is overrrrr.
next week will be shift work ( 2 night shifts and 1 day shift)
final-term paper.
and i'm out of CPTC.
i think i'll really miss CPTC a lot.

i finally caught a movie last week.
movies are like luxuries to me now.
cos i only get it once in more than a month
well, better than nothing.

out to meet pepper nooooooow.

till next time>>

i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep

i just need some sleep.
just a whole day will do.
i want to sleep )':

and i've yet to start my mid-term paper revision which is like 2 days later.
haven't touched it yet! cos i napped a lil too much.
but i just wanted to sleep )':


and best if i can cuddle in his warmth (:
but not )':


till next time>>