crushed under a rock

i'm not angry that i've dropped.
i'm just very sad.
i'm not angry to be positioned.
i'm just very sad about the fact that people has to choose me.
is it true that i look like i'm only born with ears and no mouth?
or is it true that only people who does well has mouth and no ears?
but i'm fine now.
that my assumptions are actually wrong.
'cos people around me still cares a lot for me.

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kelvin's birthday celebration at nyny.
mother's day celebration.
finally i see myself eating nice food.
cannot take it eanymore.
i really miss ban mian a lot.
i use to have it almost everyday when i was in school and now, i haven't had it for decades!

the 11th 11 is coming this monday but it's training day so no meet up with pepper.
shall go celebrate this occasion with BANMIAN (!!) tomorrow instead
(:


till next time>>