everything's just not right

there i go again.
sudden sadness.
haix.

i'm so sick and tired of everything at this point of time.
why at the most crucial time?
i'm really damn sick of facing books, being treated unfairly, doing everything that gives me a headache.

i'm left with no choice to choose from. did anyone give me the chance to choose?
all they thought of was for themselves.
which brought me thinking that sometimes working alone can be more effective.

dammit.