my dare

I accept the dare that I'm given. here goes:

NEO WEI HAO




mission accomplished!


A list student!
can you see your name here now?? hahah.. so what is my reward?














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29 May 2007

I'm in love with incline pull-ups already cos I know how to do it the right way! wahahah..


Laopa is so evil today! He abused me larh! one small flick of his finger and a blue black was formed instantly on my poor lil arm. OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


I'm lovin' my clique of friends more and more already!

1. Lots of stories on everything under the SUN!
2. sneaking food into lectures and making the class smell so WONDERFUL!
3. laughing non-stop..
4. playing T-E-K-K-E-N. (thanks hor daryl!)
5. learning tgt..
6. asking qns tgt..
7. clarifying doubts...
8. asking teacher to go back to the previous slides in a very UNCIVILISED way (haha)..

although I hav to repeatedly say SHUT UP which makes it such a standard vocab that pops out of my mouth, I still LOVE THEM ALL!

sometimes, ignorance is still to best solution to all things. But I will try not to. Instead, I will listen to only the pleasant stuff (:

how random~

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wonderful sunday!

bits of sunburn here and there on my face from the training yesterday. No peeling! yes yes (:



Had cell in the morning and I finally shared something which is spiritual after SOOOOOOO many weeks. I feel that I'm growing in HIM again ((:

Next during service, this is one of the rare times that I was really alert through the whole time. During worship, I felt so close to HIM. I really enjoyed myself greatly in church. Sermon was more or less similar to what we learnt in cell which made me OPEN up my ears to listen more attentively.

and I had my FIRST prayer after service (((:



After service, we headed down to yishun for some laksa and can you believe this? It's JOce's first time tasting LAKSA!! In the past 16 years, she DID NOT eat laksa before! mannn.. it's one of my favourite food larh. hahah!






more kayak training tmr. wohoooo







I am SHY! shawn disagrees with me cos he is more shy and can blush pretty well... WHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!

First sea training!

YEAH! my first sea training was held earlier. Had lotsa fun in the sea. Recapping all those skills that I've learnt in OBS. The only thing that irritates me is that I cannot coordinate with my partner. My paddle keeps hitting his.However, I can't really blame him cos he got ZERO knowledge about kayaking. Therefore, I tried my best to be patient already.

Thereafter, we had our shower and went lunching tgt. Great time. Although we are seated separately, we were still able to communicate as we were walking there, ordering our food and walking to the train station.

I seriously love kayaking. NOt only the kayaking part. the togetherness of our team and our WONDERFUL seniors who always treats us so well.. damn shiok!

Got to know alot more of my teammates today. Their names especially. HAHA! but the wierd thing is I dono my partner's name -.-




So now, after a long training in the morning, I'm here infront of my computer, chewing on some jellybeans and dozing off in a few minutes time.





ZZZ... tired! *yawns*








kayaking is FUN!














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24 May 2007

Laopa's friends are SOOOOO bo liao can.. They are like a bunch of big children who enjoys doing things to irritate me! I know that my name is MELISSA but you all dont have to repeat it so many times right? I know my name better than you all!! idiots



yes yes! joce is going to vivo now! I'm super happy. know why? cos I get to eat jelly beans tmr! hahahaha!! wohoo.. sea training tmr! first sea training! then I get to eat jelly beans too! Super cool~ hahah.






I'm shy and dumb compared to smart ass! LOL














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crush

super depressed and tired..
mannnn... my plan almost worked larh! shucks.. today was so exciting.. like playing hide and seek like that huh.. I must consider that the bold level increased. BUT, not enough! Shity.. I'm a failure too.. so disappointed in myself. RAWRRR!



I glowed and blushed like nuts today. Thanks to laopa and C* huh.. thanks SO much! During OC lecture, super distracted again and again and again! I thought that only the 4 of us know that. However, that is not the case. I think majority of the ppl in our lecture class which is CP0704, CP0705, CP0706 knows about this thing. GOSH! *faints* Not that I mind but it's just that I'm shy K..




Just super disappointed larh.. hope for the better tmr! EMAC lecture! woooshh!













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con't of 23 may 2007

I forgot to post something. It was about yesterday. Joce and I enjoys studying BCS so much that made us go insane. HAHA!! Actually I started it larh. Sorry lorrr..

Was asking her about the meeting time for today while studying yesterday.. Here goes:


mel: hey, tmr what time go to sch? then what time meet?
joce: 10 start class. I'll meet you at 9.20 at mrt station lo.
mel: okie.. yes! more time to slp! wohoo! HAPPY MUGGING too! hahah.. cells, enzymes,mitochondria, NADH, ATP, mr chuan.. opps!
joce:Yeah! mr chuan! wahaha. Carbohydrates, rough ER, glycolysis..wohoo!


WE LOVE STUDYING! HAHAHA!
(of course, I've editted some parts of the message)


Actually studying BCS can be quite fun.. seriously. Not that my brain is burnt already but it's really fun. From the serious studying mode, I started talking to myself (for more effective memorising) and then started to sing and get super distracted.. HA!

Anyway, my engrish sucks mann.. I sound so broken in the msg. bAHHH...






I'm supposed to be doing my OC report larh.. but I'm doing otherwise.. )):














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23 May 2007

Mugged hard for BCS test yesterday. Utter letdown. No use memorising.. seriously. Everything that I've memorise vanished when I stepped into the lecture hall. Lips turned pale and heart throbbed hard. I must pray real hard that I pass this test.
Actually I wasn't able to concentrate quite well while studying yesterday. I was super distracted. Kept thinking of things that I'm not supposed to. I hope nothing changes but pls boy, be bold larh! I'm scared ok..


THKSS is getting more and more interesting. HAHA! except for those ant bites in LTQ-6. Shucks! We did some quiz thing and haha (!!) I got a point for it! yes! I'm a genius! only in crap like this kind ((: But still, I'm starting to gain conidence in myself :D


oh yes yes, I got something to declare officially!


I AM A NYP SPRINT KAYAKER! (A round of applause for melissa)

yea mann.. finally I get to call myself that. I worked hard and trained hard and most importantly, PRAYED hard that I can get in. WOHOOOO!! Best news yet ((:




Colours are FUN to work with! yea yea!






(;(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(;(;(;(;(;(:(;(;(;(;(;(;(;(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(;(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
Many GRINS to me

















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21 May 2007

Had 2 tests today. PED and OC. I'm not sure how am I suppose to decribe it. All I can say is that I did my best to draw and answer questions which seem SOOOO alien to me. I spend 50 mins drawing that PED thing and I still have 3 more structures qns to answer within 10 mins.
oh wells, I can't expect myself to do very well but at least I must manage a pass.




Quite reluctant today. Body aches are killing me and in addition of the inclines and push ups later, I can only depend on my will power.













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18 May 2007

What can I say? I just love myself this MUCH =DD


It's Friday already. I'm not the only one complaining that the earth is turning too fast. EVERYONE is complaing about it like: huh?! friday already? in poly for a month already? end of week 5 already? Next week test already?


























Many a times, I cannot help it but to turn around again and again to look at how far I am now. For 16+ years already. I'm on this earth. Good times and bad times.. It's really amazing how I grew and how much I learnt. I'm in poly already!

Dearest lil girl dreaming that she can grow up sooner..

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16 May 2007

I'm starting to LOVE my sis more and more ((:
Just hope that she can give me more respect like how she should to an older sis. Every now and then, we can be so close that if we part with each other, our lives will end instantly but we can turn nasty one second later when something nasty shoots out of my mouth and that she prolly thinks that I'm being such a busybody who interferes in her life. Someone teach me how to be a good sister can?


had a 2 hours lecture at 1pm today. Slept so much in the morning that my eyes started to swell and my irritating contacts made it worse. Then laopa kept teasing me about that larh.. panda eyes, oh whatever!
After lessons, went home and on my way home, I saw C*. Once again, I admit that she is pretty.. what can I do? I'm just too much of a loser. Whatever~





WHAT! shawn just told me he is leaving Singapore! oh mann.. nobody to hear my nonsense, giving me advise, let me tease, calling me B*be (hahah) and the hunk is going OFF! AHHHH! Our dear fisherman is going away )):





Btw, there is this !@*^%$#@$% mozzie who keeps pestering me!! it gave my sis like 4815698761 bites all over her body already and that thing just keeps lingering around me!! AHHHHHHH!! get lost!!




lab reports, class quiz, class test... mr chuan is away! I cannot concentrate! I need to hear his voice!!








I need a breather. Away from all the stress that the world is giving me. I need a break. I seriously need one.















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14 MAY 2007

Kayaking or cheerleading...



Sea training starts on this sat. Monthly cheerlead prac. happens this sat. WHAT TO DO?!!


That's when I can thank God for. HE allowed us to split into 2 groups and the first grp is on this sat while me, in the second grp is on next sat.. HoooRAY!!


So, cheerlead and kayak wun clash.. YESH YESH!! Therefore, kayak and cheerleading comes together!! Both are equally IMPT(!!) to me!






Alright, today's training made me feel weak.. Like seriously WEAK! Now I know my limits. mymy, I can run but definitely NOT fast! haiyo... I nearly fainted during debrief but fortunately, Joce got her clorets to save my life.. HAHA!





Super shag now... still waiting for my hair to dry.. gotta sleep soooon...













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10 May 2007

10!! today is 10 may! no. 10!! woooohoooooo!!
stupid larh.. what's wrong with me.



Alright, I'm really very very very nervous about tmr's Qn 13 presentation. Although it's just a qn, I dono why am I so nervous about. I think too much about how mr chuan is going to give me a hard time and sabo me and asking me all the qns that are alien to me. My heart has started pumpig like nuts since last fri when I know I'm the first to present tmr!!


Haiya, whatever mann.. Go all out le! I have NO CHOICE!!!




Today, utterly disappointed in our class rep for being that selfish to keep the notes to himself and forget about us even after much pestering from us for the notes. Forget it mann.. From now, I have no intention to trust him anymore.



Suddenly, I have this sudden urge to meet up with all my promoter friends. Oh mann, ever since march we didn't see one another already. I MISS THEM ALL!


Time flies so quickly!

Pros: next kayak training (:
weekends= rest!

Cons: It's week 4 already! week 6, BCS test! 2 topics. (Kill me pls!)
I'm growing older! RAHHHHH!
more stressful!


New lab reports coming up next! BCS and OC. Lab reports seriously comes to NO end! In addition, SP2 presentation on monday AGAIN! presentations makes me sick! *faints*


No shopping for me tmr.. gotta have disipline and research on SP2 for monday!! nvm! saturday go shopping and meeting up with the babes again! wohooo!!














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9 May 2007

THANK GOD THANK GOD!! I'm so grateful that HE has given me joce in BCS, OC and SP2 lab reports and projects. SERIOUSLY! I can nv be more thankful. She is always of GREAT GREAT HELP!! I do recognise your effort only that I nv say out.. but I truely am thankful.



it sounds like I'm not doing my job but in fact, I GOT DO okay!!!! Just trying to be thankful for her great effort.



Alrighty, finally, our fears has ended. Cannot say ended also but at least we have a day break from all the lab reports.. yupss.. like finally!




Had strawberry milk tea today ((:



But I still prefer the food junction version. KUNGFU lousy. Dont have bubble tea.





Today, many things happened. I cannot imagine how accurate my mouth is. It's kind of shocking too. Initially, joce and I were chatting in south canteen and I suddenly thought that what if B* is sitting infront of us, what will we react. Then we thought it was just some wild guesses so we let it go and in a whiles time, B* appeared!! OMG! and he sat infront of us like what I mentioned. Not only that. As B* went to get his food, we wanted to wait for him to get back before we leave but he took like so long. So joce was super disappointed and I told her to look on the bright side and maybe when we walk out of the canteen, she will happen to bump into Adraino. Indeed, when we step out of the canteen, we saw him and joce bump into him. WAH LIAO! why is it so accurate? next, after seeing adraino, I thought of a friend who looks like him and after walking 4 steps away from adriano, I say YL. Kind of SCARY and FREAKY that how can I ever be so accurate. NV NV have I been that accurate mann.. I always thought that this kind of thing will only happen in my dreams.. AHA!






I miss kayak training already! no selection! I'm saved! yes yes! thank GOD once again.. AMEN!














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1 hour lesson

today, 1 hour lesson only! a whole Monday wasted off.. everything was cancelled and here I am in ELP again. I cannot go home even though I have no more lessons. Having kayak training in a 1 and a half hours time. Although its a really good time to finish up our BCS lab report, I'm too tired to do it. I need to slp!



OC report= COMPLETED! another great achievement. Always a great sense of joy and freedom after every task done. YAY!



Now, still really slacking in ELP. This is serious slacking mann.. Slack until I dono what to do for slacking. okay, it's all crap that I'm talking. I'm very tired and am daydreaming away already.




Face is cracking and lips are drying, hair is standing on it's ends and I'm stuck in this sit.






I'm craving for strawbery milk tea again. Joce said she wants bubble tea and I thought of strawberry milk tea. SLURP!













sigh sigh sigh.. Life is THAT boring...


















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Chilling out with the girls

Chilling out on saturday at mindcafe.

Played all the reaction games and it's really fun. Especially to spot how silly we all can get when we are nervous. sisisi.. MEOW~ woof woof.. heehorrr... meehh meehhh... hoot hoot..

The UGLY DOLLS! ugly ugly ugly!

After cherie left us, the 4 of us went to esplanade to chill. Ate at makan sutra and indeed, I took in LOTSA FATS! Yet, it was really fun to catch up with one another and just sitting down and eating cha kway teow.. my goodness! It's my first time ever seeing such a big pack of cha kway teow.. $8 worth. HAHA! but it was really GOOOD ((:

Yummehhhhh!

Anyway, we just sat there and chatted.. Even at some point when we are all silent, I can still feel the warmth of sistership and hoping that the time can stop at that point. Nv in my life have I ever felt that the time needs to stop and we can just stay there like FOREVER. Still, we have to face reality. We are in Singapore pls! So, once we left esplanade, I really feel like crying cos I need to face what I've been doing for the past 3 weeks plus a handful of stress coming up..









So that's the BEAUTIFUL real yet dreamy day we had. Fun day!

Cherie got stuck in the station.. HAHA!

Back to today. Cell was cancelled. I wasted my time. I missed my sleep. Whatever.. Too sick to talk about it.




Had service. Cherx was falling aslp during sermon. After she is awake, it's my turn. Although the sermon was interesting, I was too tired that many a times I had to dose off.




HURT.. when his siblings betrayed him and sold him as a slave, he was hurt but still he did his job well and became the best slave. He forgive and has no intension to take revenge. Can I ever be like Joseph? See, I know what is happening during sermon ok!



Had prata after service at thomson. Next, took bus home alone.
















Tomorrow KAYAK! wohoooo~ the only thing that I can anticipate for on Mondays. How sad..

































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5 may 2007

It really feels good to have something done by trial and error and yet get the correct solution. SHIOKKKK AHHHH!



Alrighty, kor ah.. thanks for your appreciation of that gift though its not something really great but I'm glad you like it (:
It's the sincerity that counts right? I know. HA!



Heading down to mindcafe sOOn! super excited. The best part is, I get to see my beloved ah meng and of cuz our pretty pretty diana.. Haven't met up for so long and this time, we are going to laugh our heads out and have a whole goody gossip chatting session ((:













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4 may 2007

There is something wrong with the sequence and the timing of my blog.. Whatever.. I shouldn't care about blog actually. I should be more concerned about how am I going to put my BCS knowledge in order. It's my turn to present the tutorial qn 13 nxt friday. I'm not only afraid of facing the crowd, the answer is not obvious in the notes! RAWRRRR!



Once again, in elearning plaza. Not sure why am I always in this place. Seems like it's my 3rd home. With no specific reason, we hope to kill time here. I think wrinkles will start accumulating on my face. It's freezing and most importantly, it dries my face up!





triglycerides..
anomeric..
fatty acids..
phospholipids..
DNA..
RNA..




our handsome lecturer *daydreaming*




Zzz



Zzzzzzz













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2 may 2007

It's the E-learning PLAZA. Not hub. I'm in here again. This time, I'm done with my lab report (:


Food junction is changed into koufu. Cherie's fav. KUNGFU! hahah.


Mama bought shopaholic and baby. Mann, I'm supposed to be the one addicted to this book. Like mother like daughter or rather, like daughter like mother. My mum loves the shopaholic collection too.


I'm stuck. All the biochem and organic chem. I'm just not disiplined enough to study but when I finally FORCED myself to study, some ppl will just disturb and distract. I hardly even get so motivated yet, I dont get to study. sigh..





Like 2 days ago, I was pretty much flattered by Shawn who kept praising me till I can fly UP UP into the sky. HAHA!! so yup, not sure if you will see this anyway, HUNK, dont forget my PRESSIE! AHA~ **(Btw, you should be honoured to be in my blog)







I LOVE being a human being!











Death is inevitable.
















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