the weekends

Saturday was spent on training and down to Bedok reservoir with B to support his teammates.

Today i overslept for service so decided to go to bedok again to support them again (:
And rainie and junwei came down and guess what? RAINIE is fairer than me ): my oh my.. Her snow white wish is ALMOST fulfilled. Not yet cos her legs are still as dark as mine!! :D

Okay.. So for the past few trainings, it was just mad scorching and i was burnt ): Saturday was the worse! I was burnt from morning's training and sun tan at bedok reservoir )':

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i look forward to every water training but everytime when i have to go through the process, i just feel horrible. I'm just very upset with my performance; my strength.
When will i ever be up to standard? When will i stop feeling fatigue through the cycle of training? When will i feel that i have enough power to contribute to the boat?
time is limited, i just need to be up to standard.

finally, it's not just a CCA. It's abt my passion, my love.