bring me back to what I use to be

I miss gym now,
I need want to row,
but i'm so tired.
and look at the time now.

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now i'd rather gym 'cos rowing is giving me thousands of abrasions, hands are back to suffering from those blisters and hate it when my right butt numbs halfway through the rounds.

where has my enthusiasm towards long D gone to? I use to LOVE long D like siao and thinks that abrasions, blisters and muscle aches after each session is shiokness.
I didn't have butt numbness in the past though.
I need the enthusiasm again! the JOY of rowing long D and getting faster after each round.

till next time>>