can we do it again?

today all the senior girls came.
it's such a happy scene to finally see all of us back!
the feeling is just indescribable, the feeling that we can do it again just came to me.
it felt like we were back to the time when we all did those hardcore stuff together, whine together about the weather, about the water, about practically everything that we can think of to get the pain away.
but those painful and torturing days were just the days that brought us together so close, so bonded. there is so much inside me that i want to tell all of you but it just got stuck somewhere.


we always draw a barrier between the fastest, moderate and i-think-i-am-not fast.
in every point in time, there is always these 3 categories that most will fall into.
but there is just this thing,
the i-think-i-am-not fast would want to improve so that they can be moderate
the moderate would want to improve so that they can be the fastest
and the fastest would want competition so that they can improve which also means they want the i-think-i-am-not fast to go for it so that everything can happen.
we all need each other.
and only if everyone were to want it, we will get it all worked out.


so many of us are stuck in attachment
it is gonna be tough 'cos we are the weekend warriors.
for this sat, we do long D.
others get to train long D and adapt to sprints during the weekdays.
but the next weekend that we come back, we're in sprints.
total killer.

so many of us just came back from exams, fyp and attachment
it is so tough that I just came back from a 1-2 months break from not training and all i do is relax and eat.
training is going to be hell and i still need to meet the training demands within such a short time.
training days are gonna be killer.

so many has got attachment coming
arghh.. hate it when i train like hell, get all fit and strong and end up still going back to attachment.
which also make me go to the weekend warrior category.
what a pain.


there are just so many things that are happening. we hate it, we complain about it, we just don't know what else to do.
but the fact that there is still a thought of coming for training on one of the saturday after soooo long, just proves that we still want to row be it just for the sake of leisure.


i'm so sure that all the senior girls team did win themselves something before in a race.
and this just shows that we are not not-fast.
if we can once do it before, we can definitely do it again.
we are the strong people.
it just depends on whether we want to do it for one another.


if only one person can say that she wants to go for training, and another girl says she'll go because the other girl is going, it will lead to all other girls coming down.
even just thinking that i'm coming down because i want to suntan, it is at least the first sign of getting into the bonding system.
if all of us can do it for one another, i'm sure we can all make a come back.
it's just whether we want to make the first move all over again and do it for the sake of the team.
we can still complain don't we? it's human nature and after complaining, we still train hard.


i'm so looking forward to seeing everyone again.
cos it is really great to see all of you around!
:D