insanity

i'm totally mad.
i have church service tmr and i'm still awake.

anw, was just browsing through some blogs and i realise how boring my blog is.
especially to see the standard of English my bro has actually set.
reading through his blog is like reading a whole new story book.
albeit not expressive vocabulary, it still says a lot in every post he types.
the way he actually describe with simple English and the true emotions that you will never see him express on his face. seriously, i'm impressed. Reading his most recent post actually set me crying and pondering. 'cause i'll never expect him to say things like that and to all that I know, he seem like he hated him and will never forgive him ever. now i conclude, i'm not the only soft-hearted creature around. he has a heart softer than mine and hatred doesn't last forever.
agree with him that through my 11 years, the memory of him is vague. all i could say is he adores me a lot when i was a little girl.

okay, i'm so dead. caffeine or doze off in service.

till next time>>