even before my 18

seriously, they are like big time idiots.
omg..
so irritating. seriously.
kept me worrying the whole of last night about skipping training for work.
and only this morning, they told me that i DON'T have to.
and because of that, i abandoned jocelyn in the morning and i have to row alone in the afternoon.
sickening
sickening
sickening!
yes, just the day before my 18th.

i'm really not looking forward to being 18.
i really don't.
i hope today doesn't end so soon.
i still want to enjoy my last few breath as a s.e.v.e.n.t.e.e.n.
i know i'm weird.
but i just don't like being older.

till next time>>