good is mummy, life

mum was nice yesterday to get me an extra FBT voluntarily. (ya, she is nice everyday :D). she went shopping with sis and i couldn't go 'cos i went training and cheering instead. okay, at least i got something.

and another random thought. hmm.. can't imagine and don't want to imagine how life will be like without kayaking.
no trainings, rotting at home the whole time, typing "i'm bored" non-stop on msn the entire day. even if there is work, life will still suck. even now, for only a few hours, i feel myself wasting life away by the minute. oh gosh.. don't dare to imagine. unless i have those "filled with fun and laughter, busy every minute, enjoying what i'm doing" kind of life then will i dare to imagine. which is impossible.
but with kayaking, it is possible (:

in short, i enjoy what i'm doing now (:

till next time>>