13 April 2007

Got my books already. Only 4 of it..



VERY SCARED, LOST, EXCITED, HAPPY, THRILLED, etc.. about school. I fear that I cannot cope in my studies yet, I'm very excited about studying.
It's been 4 months or so of NO STUDYING. just working, playing and shopping. I really dono how am I going to start afresh from such a long break. I really frighten myself after flipping through the notes. I dono anything.. NOTHING! it's so complicated and I think I'm going to have a hard time as I cannot even remember how to do the basic A maths now. I FEAR!!




Went to look for diana in wisma again.. We are going to see each other on sat as well for cheer prac. It's also the eve of her bday and the P3 outing as well as my working day. Oh mann.. I have to forgo work cos P3 is going to have an outing.. I hope it's true that they are organising one if not i'm going to waste my off day. No cartel this week. SUPER HAPPY!! Just hachi. Hachi is so much betta as i get to meet those rich ppl who take out tons of $5o notes and BAMM!! bill pls.. and many chose to use their cards. They are so friendly and they are so fun.. Even though I'm just a waitress there, they give me big grins to show that they appreciate my service. I even get to eat our chef's cooking once in a while when my boss is in a good mood. This also concludes to me tt I'm quitting cartel in no time. Why make myself suffer if I have a better future ahead? anyway, Hachi's pay is higher too. It's for my enjoyment sake only larh.. I dont have to work so hard in cartel as i know that It's not like I'm going to be a waitress forever.. I have a brighter future pls!







Chemical and pharmaceutical technology. Just the name makes me admire this course so much and I'm determined to do my best this time round and not disappoint myself again.. all the best to me!







CPT!! here I come!!














till next time>>